The Wonders of the World

I am filing this under Dreams and the Supernatural which it is the season. Today isn't going so bad. It's sad to say but I had worst but what only makes you stronger is how I look at it now a days. I am really looking back and reflecting on just starting over and really just having a lot on my plate. But for some odd reason I am up for the challenge. I just keep telling myself "THINK OF THE ALTERNATIVES!" so that keeps me motivated alone! 

Sometimes the city at times can be hectic. A lot going on at once so that some days matches my inner vibe if you will lol. I am pumped to just keep saving, keep getting things done basically if you been keeping up. I find bringing myself into new directions as in my hobbies. Sometimes I like it as a good distraction from whatever is bugging me. I think for me I am just slowly turning a new leaf, it takes longer than I would like but I am aiming to change the surroundings around me. Alright, some days it does get to me. So one task at a time and the smaller ones in between I just want to get over. This spooky season coming up I really need to just relax and just get back to being me and the basics which I always loved this time of the year as a Canadian it really is something else out there. But we all know whats to come..I think why we all get bitchy in the winter days :P ;) Don't mind me! 

I just wanna take some time to myself the next few days just fking regroup mentally and eat a lot of food. And I mean a lot. And perhaps turn on those bad horror movies that are just so bad it is comedy gold and just not get over whelmed with my thoughts in general. And there are many up there crawling around lol. I would not know where to begin but really just think that I am just thankful to be able to do what I am doing on my own terms with some projects and my life. I know the alternative! I am happy with what I got for once. Realizing when the time comes it comes. Anything you rush just gets lost in the mix and my efforts and my hard work I really just don't want to be sloppy at this point. I am just looking on ward and upward. Thank god for THC. 

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