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I love da internet and yaoi. I love my friends. And my boyfie » Continue Reading
ETHAN!!
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songs ive made lately
Category: Music
I made these on Online Sequencer! Both of these have vocals to go with them. I might upload it onto youtube or bitview when i add the vocals. https://onlinesequencer.net/3730901 (kill me) https://onlinesequencer.net/3729115 (no its fine) » Continue Reading
hi!! missed u all
Category: School, College, University
So its thanksgiving break and so much has changed since I last wrote an update! I made some really cool friends and school has been going decent. I still have a bunch of missing assignments to catch up on. I think I'm gonna switch concentration for my theater major to costume design instead of acting! That should be exciting tbh. Things have been going great, I love all my friends very much! » Continue Reading
living situation update! :)
Category: Life
I don't have much to say other than a compromise was achieved (thanks to my lovely eldest sister, Frances. And also my sibling Sam, I think.) The compromise is basically that as long as I live in this house, I am not going to medically transition (surgeries and such). And my dad has agreed to this compromise. And my belongings won't be thrown out! :D I still don't know what's going on with whether... » Continue Reading
no more work!
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Sorry I haven't been able to give updates the past few days! Last 2 shifts were basically the same. I just worked in pharmacy and there was a shit ton of totes so I didn't even get to zone those 2 days! BUT today was my last day! It was very chill and I had fun and I was happy. Not much freight. Literally nothing to complain about. I got to stock my favorite aisle. Feels weird saying this consider... » Continue Reading
living situation got threatened uh oh
Category: Life
I came out to my parents via email on Friday, and my dad didn't say much back to me. But what he did say is that I have to move out of the house I live in with my sisters. He's kicking me out even though he doesn't even live here. It hurts a lot because I don't want to leave my sisters and I Like my room and I like my stuff. And he's giving me till the end of the month or else he's coming here to ... » Continue Reading
5 more days till no more work!
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Today was pretty chill even though I forgot my headphones at home. I even got to sleep while trying to take a nap. I wasn't too anxious or anything although I sometimes would get anxiety chest pains. I'm used to it at this point. There wasn't much freight and I got some help to get work done faster. :) Looking forward to school after my last day is done. » Continue Reading
6 more days of work!
Category: Life
Today was pretty good! I got to listen to 3 musicals besides Starlight Express today. And I also Listened to the whole Starlight Express soundtrack like 2 or 3 times lmao. I listened to Urinetown, A New Brain, and Godspell. Today the anxiety wasn't so bad even though its approaching the times I'm being anxious about. (Tomorrow and this weekend.) Tomorrow I am planning to come out to my transphobic... » Continue Reading
8 more days of work!
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Today was kinda just ruined by anxiety. I was also put in Pharmacy today which is just stressful in general. Idk what else to say lmao I'm kinda depressed! And scared because 3 more days until I am gonna come out to my parents.. But that is unrelated to work! But its been the only thing on my mind. Besides that, the work days seem to pass by so fast nowadays. » Continue Reading
9 days before I can quit my job!!
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Today was very chill. But it was ruined by anxiety over life things. Primarily the fact that I'm planning to come out to my parents very soon. The anxiety got so bad I almost fainted several times and my chest/heart hurt. I also wasn't able to take a nap on my lunch break because I kept thinking about worst case scenarios. But as for the work day, I finished my aisle early and moved on to zoning t... » Continue Reading
10 days until i quit my job!!
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Today was relatively really good!! I felt clear minded most of the time, my manager gave me her email so I can send the resignation letter, and I got some help from a coworker with stocking today! I really like how things are looking up just in general. I'm starting to choose for myself what to care about and what to take personally or what to shrug off. I'm really happy things are getting better.... » Continue Reading
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12 days till I quit!!
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I finally got round to telling one of my managers that I'm planning on resigning! I was so nervous that I was sweaty and nauseous and anxious the whole shift but the conversation was easier and shorter than I had anticipated (curse you, anxiety!!!) I still need to follow up with her on Saturday I think because she just needs to give me her email so I can email the resignation letter I've already w... » Continue Reading