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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
AGORA ROAD i found this cool forum site called agora road's macintosh cafe (forum.agoraroad.com) and its got a community of vaporwave listeners and niche internet enthusiasts like myself. small warning that it's fairly wild-west content-wise. dont say i didnt warn you. after diving a bit inside, there's a lot of nooks and crannies that one can sink their teeth into. highkey a huge throwback to th... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
we might have known life before the internet had a chokehold. we might also never know life outside of that as we age as adults. nuance included! like a fuckton! a really big fuckton! » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
disclaimer: anything below actually has little to do w how socializing on the internet works. im still very conscious that behind every profile is an actual person who can be held accountable (assuming the dead internet theory hasn't reached completion yet) if you don't bother w politics, skip (or not, your choice, your responsibility) --- TLDR: people who shame activists into obscurity fucking su... » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
i cant believe ive been shoehorned into more video editing work. im not completely sure why thats the case, but i feel like it /should/ be fun right? it was, until i was forced to do it to represent my company typically, I prefer shortform editing (or actually something that's interesting/has a touch of styling). but no, its corporate slop time. i mesn sure im paid for it, but this type of work fe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
because i live that kind of life now, probs best i keep some record of my favorite songs thats stored in my mp3 player! not in any order, equally loved: charli xcx - how im feeling right now. yes the whole album, particularly 7 years, claws, and detonate king princess - get your heart broken. such an earworm king princess - cursed. just the whole song SPOKE to me king princess - for my friends. i ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
yknow what really trips me up? i vividly remember that a HUGE portion of my life was off social media (or at least not superglued to it) additionally, i remember that my internet habits were VASTLY different that how i've gone about it in recent years like if we're going to be specific, i remember when: my friends and i would draw together at the cafeteria (regardless if having a phone during scho... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
context starting off my first 2026 entry with a new mp3 player in one hand, and a bunch of disjointed thoughts about this decision on the other! i bought myself a fiio snowsky echo mini from an online reseller. i admit that i buy into aesthetics quick (as an artist, it's just in my nature to do so), but i went into this with strong intentions: less doomscrolling, more balanced phone use less relia... » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
i happen to be one of many who grew up in the internet's.... i guess, puberty? of sorts? like we aren't kidding when we say the internet changed in quick flashes. could barely keep up with shit starting at the age of maybe 17~18. anyway, list of things i miss: profile customizations on different platforms deviantart at its peak and prime era niche forums flash games (god this one fr) tumblr as a ... » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
i don't know where to begin. it's been a year since my last entry (which is to say, i have been doing a bunch of shit elsewhere bc i'm a bona-fide adult kinda), and a year has so many days huh. i wanna talk about how i've managed to put myself out there in a strange turn of events. just gathering the gut to submit to exhibitions literally switched something on in my teeny brain. i'm somewhere else... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im graduating next week and it feels insane to even consider that i am. i feel so mixed about it, anxious even, but im mostly just so ready to get on with my next phase in life. like i deserve that change of pace okay i really do. buuut there's one thing — i got covid last week :) okay its not so bad if i skip the disorientation, turn of events, incapacitated period, bc i finally got to get some ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
looks like i'm starting a new blog segment called shower thoughts bc i have too many and ive got nothing better to do when i have time. anything i say here are mostly my informed personal thoughts, and no i will not place sources. research on your own bc i believe in self-agency, besides, this is a blog, not a thesis paper . be nice to my comments section and enjoy! --- » Continue Reading
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Category: Religion and Philosophy
my relationship with death is one of mutual interest its hard to find immediate people to talk about death with because of how touchy, gloomy, and misunderstood the subject is. none of which is anyone's fault -- death is understandably scary. but after reading multiple testimonies on near-death experiences, post-death theories, etc., i've come to terms with that death is much easier than life in t... » Continue Reading
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