DNI (Do Not Interact) - REPUBLICAN/CONSERVATIVE - TRUMP/MAGA SUPPORTER - TELSA SUPPORTER/ELON MUSK - HOMPHOBIC/TRANSPHOBIC - PRO ISRAEL - ANTISEMETIC - ABELIST - N@ZI - you make fun of ANY TYPES of alternative people (cringe culture is dead.) - PRO ICE - R » Continue Reading
i really wish things were different. i never really had high hopes as a kid anyway, but i always looked up for the simple things. i liked the outdoors, and the smell of the wind when it was just below 74 out, i liked the way the mall lit up from the signs in the stores, and how the walkways smelled, i liked the feeling of warm laundry and my bed when it was a bit colder at night, and one thing i r... » Continue Reading
its 1:56 am , technically friday.. i still havent slept 0_0 uuuuaaayghhehh idk why this happens maybe mood swings that would make sense for me.. i just get so stimulated at night time especially like around 11-12 i gotta put this laptop down or i wont be able to wake up tomorrow for school again :( theres not even a reason for me to be up this late im just sitting here starring at my own profile i... » Continue Reading
i've been refraining from admitting this for a looong time just because i wanted to hold onto some faith,, but guys.. the scene is so gone. i would say the emo/scene kid scene got really fun in like 2022 and 2023 but lowkey after like mid 2024 its gone so downhill. at first, it was revived, and i guess kind of revised?/a bit modernized? (as expected), and the community was mostly positive and acc... » Continue Reading
ive been over 116 for a little while now :) my constant seems to be around 117.8 actually, which is great i haven't really thought about my goal until recently and i realized i never made an update... im honestly relieved im officially no longer underweight. i still get scared though that i'll drop again but i think ill be okay. i survived a really bad stomach flu, and plus i got this weird illnes... » Continue Reading
im finally 110 lbs!! ive worked so hard to gain im really proud of myself actually its been 3 months since i started i think this is good progress. my next goal is soon! 115 :) im still working towards that next goal!! after im 116 i think i will begin weight lifting again cus my muscles are gone rn but i dont wanna risk it by starting too early thank you for everyone who has been really supporti... » Continue Reading
its taking so long for me to gain any weight back. i cant look at myself in the mirror anymore or get dressed to go out i just feel so sickly and ugly all the time. its so hard to eat when im still depressed and my appetite sucks fucking balls. i got so much yummy food from the store the other day but now im sick and i have literally no interest in it :( the world hates me bruh uuggh i hope i feel... » Continue Reading
ive never really told anyone but ive been anorexic for years ive always struggled with my image ever since i was young and it took until i was about 12 to realize i wanted to take control i felt really ugly all the time i thought i was 'fat' and gross and i eventually stopped eating my favorite foods, and then i couldnt even eat in front of my own friends without feeling embarassed the fear of pub... » Continue Reading
i finally moved into a house like a few days ago aauuuggghhh idk how to feel about it on one hand it feels good to have a fresh start on the other hand its not really a fresh start becaue i still have to deal with the same school :( and also its really stressful moving all my stuff into this tiny ass room. i literally only have my pajamas in here rn and its been 3 days of me moving shit in here T... » Continue Reading