Like I feel like I don’t do enough in life that’s really interesting and I feel like for someone who likes to talk a lot I feel like I should have more interesting things to say. Like I feel people are going to get bored of me and not want to be around me » Continue Reading
IM SO HAPPY ITS FINALLY HERE!! I CAN SEE ALL MY FRIENDS MORE OFTEN! AND MY FRIEND WARREN IS COMIN BACK FROM ITALY! AND I GET TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND MORE OFTEN AND IM JUST SO HAPPY! PLUS TOMORROW IM GOIN TO MY FRIENDS POOL PARTY! » Continue Reading
Jesus fuckin Christ it’s so weird, all the dude does is record me and take pictures of me. Like I was talking to my friend violet and I glance up and he’s recording us. Then every time we schedule our drives he always tries to be my partner in it, luckily I’ve avoided it. He’s just weird. Like if you have the guts to record me, at least say something to me. And also just don’t record me that’s wei... » Continue Reading
I wish I was better with my words so I could properly tell him how I feel about him, I wish I could read peoples emotions more clearly so I wasn’t always so stressed, I wish I didn’t have anxiety. I’m just so fucking scared and nervous, I really like him, but I’m scared I’m gonna mess up, I’m scared I’m not interesting enough, I’m scared I either show too much or too little affection, I’m scared m... » Continue Reading
So for the past two weeks me and my mother have been doing yard work, and I just wanted to share my progress and stuff! So we started off mowing the front lawn, and then my grandfather made me weed whack the entire back lawn instead of mowing it which took fucking forever. Afterwards we went over the both the front and back again with the lawn lower on a lower setting, trimmed the edges, killed th... » Continue Reading
I am just so happy lately. Like now that summer is coming up that means so many things. During school me and my friends barely talk or make plans since we all have stuff going on, and since the weekends are the only days we have off, they’re barely empty. But!! Now that there’s only 2 more weeks of school and nothing is really going on anymore, me and my friends are talking and hanging out a lot m... » Continue Reading
I really wish I could be less stressed out about things all the time. Like I really like this guy and I either worry that I’m being too affectionate and clingy or I’m being too annoying by worrying to much. Cuz like being around someone who’s always stressed or something probably isn’t very attractive y’know and I don’t want my anxiety to be the end of this. And then I’m also worried because I’m n... » Continue Reading
Does anyone else just constantly worry that all their friends hate you and are annoyed by you, or like no matter what they say you still panic cuz what if them being friends with you is a joke or something. Like I get so scared that I’m annoying people and I’ll stop texting them for a bit and then I’m lonely so I text them again and then I panic that I’m annoying them or all I have to say is reall... » Continue Reading
So I was talking to this girl, we’re becoming friends and she’s super sweet. Apparently she went on a date with my ex boyfriend before me and him went out, and he said he’d go to homecoming with her and made her a playlist. Then two days later he asked me out and asked me to homecoming and told her it wouldn’t work out and then changed the Playlists name and sent it to me. He never fucking told me... » Continue Reading
Alright so I’m talking to this guy and omfg he’s the sweetest motherfucker ever. I really like being around him, he’s so nice and understanding and funny and I just really enjoy hearing what he has to say. It’s really cool to talk to someone and learn stuff and see others perspectives on a subject and just seeing how opinions and ideals vary from person to person. Also he’s loud and talks a lot so... » Continue Reading
An extension on my favorite bands/artists :D plus songs Ice Nine Kills - Take your pick (it has corpsegrinder in it!!!) Bad Religion - American Jesus, 21st Century Digital Boy My Chemical Romance - Bury me in Black Just ask - let’s smoke priest Also Second Salem!! Their first single is being released on Friday the 13th! IM SO FUCKING EXCITED » Continue Reading
So my ex was being such a dick today, he was going on about how he wondered why I pretended to care about him when I obviously didn’t, like motherfucker, I wasn’t fucking pretending, fuck you, I did fucking care, I got in trouble for him. He’s the one who doesn’t seem to give a fuck. And then he wanted to guilt me by saying “guess it’s just nature to hate me” and said “I hope you don’t turn into a... » Continue Reading