More confusion and panic

I really wish I could be less stressed out about things all the time. Like I really like this guy and I either worry that I’m being too affectionate and clingy or I’m being too annoying by worrying to much. Cuz like being around someone who’s always stressed or something probably isn’t very attractive y’know and I don’t want my anxiety to be the end of this. And then I’m also worried because I’m not sure if he’s okay with me flirting with my friends. Like I know it’s a joke and stuff but I dunno that even if he knows it’s a joke if he’s okay with it. I always jokingly flirt with my friends and stuff, I don’t mean it, but I know it can bother people, and I don’t want him to think I’m a slut or I’m gonna cheat or anything. So I’m worried as fuck about that. And then also FUCK GYM, fuck the people in my gym class too. I am not good at sports, never been something I like or have been good at, but it especially doesn’t help when this kid in my class constantly yells at me and shit, like fuck you, I helped you pass your English classes 2 years in a row, and you’re gonna bitch me out for sucking at sports. This class doesn’t even grade on how well you do, you just have to participate, so it doesn’t affect you at all if I suck. Anywho, that is my daily ramblings and anxiety bye bye