OK WELL FUCK HIM

So my ex was being such a dick today, he was going on about how he wondered why I pretended to care about him when I obviously didn’t, like motherfucker, I wasn’t fucking pretending, fuck you, I did fucking care, I got in trouble for him. He’s the one who doesn’t seem to give a fuck. And then he wanted to guilt me by saying “guess it’s just nature to hate me” and said “I hope you don’t turn into a bitch” FUCK THAT. YOU GUILT TRIPPING HOE. I DID HIS HOMEWORK, I LISTENED TO HIS PROBLEMS AND WAS THERE FOR HIM, I SPENT ALL MY MONEY ON HIM, I GOT IN TROUBLE REPEATEDLY FOR HIM. AND HE STILL WANTS TO GUILT ME. Then he got even pissier when he found out I was interested in someone else (it’s been over a month since he broke up with me, for the second time) and is going on about how I’m gonna start doing drugs, as if he wasn’t on probation for cocaine. It’s a bit hypocritical if you ask me, trying to criminalize a dude who only smokes weed when you yourself do coke. Like yeah my ex has a lot goin on, I get that, but still what the fuck. Why is he getting pissy and jealous because I’m interested in a guy who was there for me when I had a pregnancy scare (mind you, wouldn’t have even been his kid), when my ex broke up with me, and is just a sweet and bubbly person. Yes I’m going to move on from the guy who broke my heart twice, who was manipulative, who wasn’t even there the one damn time I needed it. So yeah, Fuck him. But to leave this on a more positive note, I got to dye this (I dunno if I call him my boyfriend quite yet, but we’re both openly interested in each other and want to go out, but we’re also getting to know each other still) but I’ll just call him his name for now. I got to dye Edward’s hair, and he looks so damn cute with the pink and red. He’s been so supportive and sweet, and I’m learning a lot from him, he has a lot of stuff to talk about and it’s so cool. Like I’ve started getting interested in learning about things that before I had no interest in learning about. He’s so nice and I really feel cared about. Plus he gives the best hugs.