I feel as though I overthink everything, and hold on to things too much. Im so stuck on how I want things to be and so ready to cling on, that I don’t seem to notice whats changing. I feel like I cling on too much and feel things too intensely. And I overthink to the point my overthinking causes the issues. It may be right and it may help me brace for things, but it may be wrong and I just cause m... » Continue Reading
She’s 20 and does nothing, she lives with me and our mom still, which is fine but like she doesnt pay bills, or buy groceries, or even do chores. Shes currently in $2000 debt to our mother. I understand she has 2 jobs and all, but like she can still at least do the damn dishes. Or at least try to pay our mother back (our mother covered her bills and her cats needs while she was gone for a few week... » Continue Reading
So im in a weight class right, like the while class is legit just lifting weights. Its pretty cool, except i hate all the ppl there. They all think im weird and avoid me at like all costs. Now today i was doing an overhead press to a tricep extension and i dropped both the weights on the bar cuz i forgot to put clips on them. Now it was loud asf so ofc everyone looked at me like i was crazy and th... » Continue Reading
I am making it a goal this month to hang out at least 10 times with people, I’ve gotta start making more of an effort to be social and more interactive with people, specifically my friends. I feel like I’m boring, I’ve gotta start going places and doing stuff. But all break my mom has just had me stay home and clean. I need to stop being a depressing fuck and start doing things. Like god damn. I ... » Continue Reading
I am constantly tired and lethargic, no matter how many hours of sleep I get I always feel like I haven’t slept in days. So whenever I get home from school, I always end up taking like 3-5 hour naps, stay up for an hour or two, then go back to bed until I wake up for school tomorrow. I feel like I always miss out on so much because I’m just always sleeping and tired. Whenever I talked to my doctor... » Continue Reading
So yesterday was me and my boyfriend’s 6 month, and I got to see him today :3 and he saw my blog complaining about the senior kid, and just told me to block him. Ngl I was nervous because the one kid is in my class so I feel like he’d then start talking to me in class and asking a bunch of questions, then I remembered this guy is like notorious for sending dick pics to girls so I figure an uncomfo... » Continue Reading
Why did this guy have to join powerlifting?!? For background, this guy Axel has stalked and harassed me for 2 years before I finally got him to stop, copies absolutely everything from everyone around him and lacks any personality of his own, and then sexually assaulted a girl and admitted to it. He hasn’t faced a single repercussion for any of it though. And now he’s joining the powerlifting team,... » Continue Reading
Some weird ass senior at my school asked for my snap and he’s just so weird. He’s on the football team ig but he’s so ugly. He looks like one of Santa’s elves. I am trying to give every hint that I have a boyfriend, but he will not leave me alone. I don’t want to be rude and weird and just assume he’s flirting, but all he sends is shirtless pictures so I’m gonna take that as such. I am so done. I ... » Continue Reading
I have been sick for the past 4 days and it’s miserable. Not even just being sick, but not seeing anyone. I haven’t seen my friends since they left for Disney, I haven’t even been able to see my other friends for a long while now. I’m just lonely. I want so badly to be done being sick so I can see people. I miss my boyfriend so much and I feel like this long ass pause in seeing each other isn’t he... » Continue Reading
My friend Mads came over for an hour to watch movies with me. My mother even rented out a movie so we could watch it. I was dressed in brown overalls and a green dress I got in a previous dream. As I was getting dressed I was in this closet I’ve been in in other dreams. It changes slightly e » Continue Reading
My sister and my mother are constantly fighting and getting into screaming matches and I always end up getting stuck in the middle of it. I won’t lie I usually take my mothers side because my sister just says whatever to argue. My sister has gotten CPS called on my mother 3 times for shit that never happened. My sister never makes things easy. Everyday she always starts an argument and accuses eve... » Continue Reading
So me and my boyfriend have been together for a month now which is very rad. He’s so sweet and genuine and has so many interesting things to say. Plus he’s so funny and cute and my family loves him too. On a less exciting note, I got my tonsils removed. I am now on a shit ton of pain killers and steroids. The worst part about this, my friends little brother got them removed the same day, he’s taki... » Continue Reading