To be desired is the closest thing to immortality that a person can experience. To be loved will always be the most warm experience anyone will feel. To know that someone loves you is enough to feel so humanizing and real. When nobody truly cares, when you're all alone... It's dehumanizing. It feels like nobody likes you. like you're abnormal. Like you aren't real. It's so hard. It's so hard bein... » Continue Reading
some spoilers for season 5 Mori has a stupid sex ed video he shows the young pm members (its basically "dont hold hands with someone or youll get pregnant and die") headcanon that kunikida takes atsushi out to dinner once a week and invites him over for a home meal twice a week, just to make sure he eats dazai loves to bring chuuya back from corruption with gentle touches, just to be appreciative ... » Continue Reading
I promise him I'll make it to 18 I promise him I'll be there I promise him I'll hug him tight I promise him I'll be friends forever I'd promise him my soul if it came down to it He's been here for longer than anyone else Even when it came down to the wire "You may aswell take my heart, Gege, it's already full of you!" I love him, and I will never leave. I promise. » Continue Reading
Nobody should ever have to grow up fast. Ever. End of discussion. No 12 year old should be knowing every sex position or having sex toys. No 15 year old should be the therapist for all their friends. No 16 year old should be hiding their emotions because they're scared they'll get in the way. No 14 year old's life and biggest achievement should be that they've done drugs. No 13 year old should be ... » Continue Reading
God Troubles Me! on Netflix The comedy donghua of Su Moting's new life taking care of ancient chinese gods in the modern day, with the help of her trusty "Cellphone", Xing Tianji and "Cat," Xing Dikui." Every day she accidentally meets new gods, some making her life hell and some making her the happiest girl alive! The twin headphone immortals, the AC immortal, you name it! This show makes my stup... » Continue Reading
ANYONE WHO HASNT WATCHED TGCF/HOB MUST WATCH IT NOW! its such a good show and the books are just as great. THE STORY AND CHARACTERS ARE SO GOOD. I ADORE IT. the basic idea is this: it follows the story of Xie Lian, a disgraced god with a long history as being wrongfully accused of being a misfortunate man. In reality, he is a sweet man who messed up when trying to save his people. One day, he asce... » Continue Reading
aaa i started the anime adapt of soul eater last night cos I was bored, and so far its good!!!! I read the first two issues (manga) and it was super cool. I love Atsushi Okubo's art style so much! Just wish there wasnt so many 14 y/os getting their boobies grabbed :( whatever! I had highish expectations. I know studio bones animated the show, the same company that did Bungo Stray Dogs, Vanitas no ... » Continue Reading
i really hate people like really how the fuck can you be so fucking abusive how can some people have no fucking heart how can some people see another in pain and disregard it how can people see me cry into the dark for help and think that they are above the need to care i dont ask much, but i wish people could see me i want to be heard and I want to be seen i am not above leaving a world this dest... » Continue Reading
ive noticed i have this weird tendency when i get hit with a very dark thing. I end up getting into this sweet, kinda cutesy headspace. Not anything like a kid or like little regression stuff, no. I just become all bubbly and sweet. its alright, i dont mind it that much... it just is a huge differernce..... usually I'm all tough and mean and manly and stuff all grr >:( but i end up being kind of.... » Continue Reading
Rae! - Very sweet and understanding. I love them with all my heart! I'm happy they can rely on me when they truely need it, just like a brother! Gege! - my irl friend. Hes there for me and Im happy to see him grow from someone very cold to someone as loving and understanding as he is. It makes me so happy! Miya san! - my older sibling figure. Theyre not much older, but its still enough! I love the... » Continue Reading