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Category: Life
THIS IS GOING TO BE THE LONGEST ENTRY PROBS LOL. 2010 was probably THE worst year of my life. that was the year i entered 3rd grade, i was 9, and everything would fall apart. to start off, things were okay. i loved school, and i had been prescribed some sort of ADHD med that was meant to be taken twice a day, so i do remember going to the nurses office at 12pm to take it. the nurses office became... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
am i native enough, or am i beaten and roughed up covered in the dust of what i used to be maybe i'm white or green or silver, blue and purple inside where i live a sliver of who i want to be in the future dont take for for granted its not what i wanted my ancestors picked this life for me i wasted my shot and i feel hunted by God is this who i am supposed to be? is it all up to my blood quantum?... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
2nd grade. wow, do i look at it with fondness. that year, i had Mrs. Merica as a teacher. she was the MOST BADASS COOLEST SICKEST MOST AWESOME BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD. actually, she could be the most evil person in the world, but she was an amazing teacher. she was able to deal with my autism soooooooo well, and off the top of my head, i can only imagine one time i had a meltdown and she was like... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
the funny thing about memory is how fallbile it is. i was in daycare for a very long time, yet i have very memories of this. my mom does, however, and says i was an absolute menace. i threw fits, both on drop off and pick up, and i never wanted to listen. i loved my teachers, though. i do remember other things from age 4. i remember my dad, who was in the military and wearing his uniform, picking ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Podcast
GOD. DAMN. Do i need to say any more? With me doing my entry log series which I genuinely want to finish one day, I don't think I can say TOO MUCH about my past in the phandom. uhg. i love dan and phil. I will never get over the way they literally raised me, or the way they helped explain my mental health years later, or any of it. i joined the phandom at 13, and left around 14-15. i joined the mu... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
let me tell you a story the way my mom remembers it, and then the way i remember it. my beloving mother is from Wisconsin, and my weirdo loving father is from Arkansas. when i was 4, my parents made the 9ish or so hour trip from ABQ to Arkansas, and we spent time with my (now disowned) grandma Carolyn. she taught me how to iron clothes, and we went shopping, and we baked a cake together. i took a ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i did a LOT of things when i was 3-4. the memories all blur together so they're all getting mushed together here in the story, too. basically, when i was around 3 or 4, my autism started to present itself in slightly minor ways. i hit all my milestones, but i had insomnia because of my autism even at that young an age. to put it simply, you're meant to grow out of NOT being able to sleep through t... » Continue Reading
Category: Games
so.......ea sold to saudi arabia. i could tell you in a million ways how their government is evil, but this is not really the place to do so. and by that, i mean, i've said it so many times on twitter that im just so strung out from telling people. genocidal regime, famine in yemen, the support of isreal. its fucking insane. and now, they just gave 55 BILLION DOLLARS to ea in hopes of becoming bu... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i've got so many things to talk about today. i just wanted to update anyone who gaf (nobody) and talk to a wall because this is BASICALLY my diary. by "Halfway To Somewhere" series is like an autobiography. this is like the most modern version of it. my thought in real time as they happen. idk. i like singing and drawing and dancing:3. okay lets get on with this. IM GETTING MY GED!!! it's official... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i remember being sick as a kid, but not much. despite the fact that i was born with a hemangioma, i was a relatively healthy baby! my hemangioma is on my head so i looked like i was abused as a baby, and people told my mom they should she was beating me. the one time i WAS sick as a baby had traumatized me somehow. i remember eati » Continue Reading
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