white enough

am i native enough, or am i beaten and roughed up

covered in the dust of what i used to be

maybe i'm white or green or silver, 

blue and purple inside where i live

a sliver of who i want to be in the future

dont take for for granted its not what i wanted

my ancestors picked this life for me

i wasted my shot and i feel hunted by God

is this who i am supposed to be?

is it all up to my blood quantum?