Ash of The Dead

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Diary of a dumb bitch

Category: Life

As if life hadnt thrown enough shit at me already the venue ive dedicated the last 3 years of my life to is struggling really fucking badly and Im scared Im going to lose the only thing thats actually given me enough drive and will to live with everything else in total shambles in my life. Like i'm really genuinely just so unsure of what the fuck im even supposed to be doing with my life now becau... » Continue Reading

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Diary of a Ghost

Category: Life

I really have missed having such a low key social media account like this. So much happened in my life in the last several months since i last posted any kind of update but it could be the script for a million dollar movie thats sad as fuck all and that's all imma say about it.� I feel like a colossal fuck up in every aspect in life and literally dont know where to go or what to do anymore. I feel... » Continue Reading

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Diary of a dipshit 6.1.23

Category: Life

man i forget to update this shit lmao my b.� uh god whats new? uh i no longer work in a wing place, im full time at the venue now doing stage, security, and kitchen work there. I left the dude i had been with for like 2 years and moved out of down town. ive made the most solid group of friends ive had in idk how many years. its been hard but lifes been getting better. ive been going to shows and w... » Continue Reading

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Diary of a stage hand

Category: Life

So ive been really terrible about updating on here LMAO whats new?� My work life has taken such a drastic leap in the right direction finally.� I used to just be a gogo dancer, then became a stage hand at this venue and ive worked my way to being my bosses number one he calls on and also being put in charge of our wednesday tranquility bass events. Im absolutely excited to see them putting kore re... » Continue Reading

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Everskies avatar dump

Category: Games

Feel free to find me on everskies @AshOfTheDead » Continue Reading

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Diary of an artist ? 3.27.22

Category: Art and Photography

Im so bad at keeping up with this social because i have so much more steady following on others but i wanted to pop on here to let yall know my website Jthornarts.square.site is in the process of being updated to include my jewelry, new paintings, and custom clothing, and vintage glasswear ?� I'm currently working on a WHOLE lotta projects and catching up my backed up commissions haha. Once i thin... » Continue Reading

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Diary of an artist 3.3.22

Category: Blogging

And of course guess whos back thanks to facebook banssssss ? I got a whole lot to catch yall up on, my last post was November i think? lmao� Anyway� I have been BUSY af lately. Ive got several craft fairs coming up� March 12 spring bee market powell tn April 2 the village mercantile knoxville tn May 7 the village mercentile knoxville tn� May 21 twp crafters fair oak ridge tn May 27/28/29 kingston ... » Continue Reading

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Diary of an Artist... 11.14.21

Category: Art and Photography

So it's been a good minute since I've really been on here and bothered to make any kind of updates. Theres been a lot haha And I've changed the name of my blog because as it seems I'm no longer a dancer lmao not by my fuckin choice anyways.� that's a long story in itself that doesn't have a whole lot to actually do with me but more of my friend who was the captain of the gogo dancing team I was ap... » Continue Reading

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Diary of a dancer 5.30.2021 stoned ramblings

Category: Friends

Just gonna ramble because I'm stoned and missing the old days� I truly miss the days of hopping onto things like gaia online and deviant art and even fanfiction and having whole friend networks on there.� My life got so turbulant the last 7 years that most of it I havent even had a computer and cell service on my phones when i could even afford to have a not broken phone was rare. I backed off the... » Continue Reading

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Diary of a dancer 5.24.2021 Long talk (heavy tw: personal trauma & abuse & pregnancy loss)

Category: Life

I'm just gonna ramble for a while and reflect on my life for a minute lmao Since the miscarriage it's really changed a lot for me. For 17 years I've repeated the same cycles of burrying my traumas and bottling it up and never proccing it all. I could fill a book with the absolute hell scape my life has been. No shit, this the kind of shit they make tragic fucking movies with feel good endings abou... » Continue Reading

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Diary of a Dancer 5.23.2021 *New video*

Category: Blogging

Song: Alpha Dog by Fall Out Boy It felt good to pick up my fans and just dance today » Continue Reading

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Diary of a Dancer 5.22.2021 happier updates & commissions

Category: Blogging

I wanted to get the harder stuff to talk about out of the way in a separate update because it is such a sensitive topic.� But I've started taking art commissons in my down time.� ? $15 ? ?� Payment methods ?� ? Fb Pay� message me for my fb?� ? Cashapp $Ashdesmorts ?� ? Venmo @MissingGhost ?�� ? Paypal @ashofthedead666 ?� ? Googlepay Skittlebaby96@gmail.com ?� Aside from that going on, my dance gro... » Continue Reading

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