Diary of a dumb bitch

As if life hadnt thrown enough shit at me already the venue ive dedicated the last 3 years of my life to is struggling really fucking badly and Im scared Im going to lose the only thing thats actually given me enough drive and will to live with everything else in total shambles in my life. Like i'm really genuinely just so unsure of what the fuck im even supposed to be doing with my life now because the venue going under is so far out of my control i feel helpless again to even fix the problems in my life. I just have to accept things as they happen and roll with the punches and man it fucking hurts.