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Black Veil Brides being cryptic asf

Category: Blogging

I dont know what they have planned for us but so far i am LOVING this! on their insta stories you have to 'follow the path' and pass nine trials. yesterday's was just to accept and walk the path, today you choose balance or wrath. ofc i chose wrath, my fave bvb song is bleeders which is about revenge like ofc im choosing wrath. im SO curious what all this entails, and what's gonna happen after the... » Continue Reading

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google takeout is the worst

Category: Blogging

I'm downloading all my google drive files so I can delete them off my google drive and stop paying for extra storage but google takeout is the worst im actually so annoyed. But I hate the ai shit and i dont want it training off the stuff I've written in my docs so fuck it, just gonna download it all and suffer through it.  on the bright side though, I'm finding OC's and stories I'd forgotten about... » Continue Reading

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kindle rant

Category: Blogging

Amazon isnt letting us download our ebooks anymore and now says you're only purchasing a license to the content you buy on kindle so fuck that, I'm not buying anything from kindle and will be finding other ways of getting ebooks. i love my kindle so much and i wanted to get kindle unlimited but im not gonna support kindle like that if i cant own what i purchase. if im only purchasing a license the... » Continue Reading

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sims 4 new Ep trailer?!

Category: Games

I've been playing the sims 4 since ~2019 and what ive wanted MOST has been a tattoo parlor and a way to have more than one tattoo per body part, as well as being able to live above or next to your business on the same lot, AND THIS PACK IS GONNA DO ALL THESE THINGS! I'm so excited I can't WAIT for this pack! It comes out in one month and I'm just so ready to have more tattoos on my sims and to run... » Continue Reading

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Life update

Category: Life

I really need to get better at being active on here! anyway, I got married last year in april! It's already been nearly a year and I still can't believe it. My husband makes me so happy, and I'm grateful we got to have a small celebration after getting married at the courthouse. my best friends were there, and my late grandmother was there in spirit (and in my necklace) she met my now husband once... » Continue Reading

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stressing

Category: Blogging

I'm so stressed out, I need to make about $40 to make my credit card payment this week, and I'm also trying to make as much as possible because my best friend needs my help. Sales are slow and no one wants to bundle any items so It's been hard to even make the money I do have coming. just keep going thru all my stuff and trying to find more I can part with that might sell better. I can't work so t... » Continue Reading

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rant//mom

Category: Life

Honestly, I really should one day write a book about my life and the abuse I've endured. what sucks is that my memory is super shitty from trauma that I can't remember my childhood much. Like I know certain things happened, I know it was a bad childhood, but I have limited memories. And growing up constantly being gaslit has me questioning my own memories. I really wish I'd had the resources to wr... » Continue Reading

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rant about my eyes lmao

Category: Life

Im so fucking frustrated with my doctors. I was supposed to go in for my 6 month checkup of my swollen optic nerves already but they scheduled me for MARCH. the problem is- my neurologist appointment to go over the results from that eye appointment is in February. I cant have that appointment without having the other first. and the swollen optic nerves cause headaches, which the medicine i take fo... » Continue Reading

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remembered the name of the fucker

Category: Blogging

I was groomed online when I was 14. my email address was wiped of the evidence, but I finally remembered the name of the fucker who groomed me. He was suggested to me. on insta. INSTAGRAM. SUGGESTED. HIS. ACCOUNT. I'd NEVER messaged him there- I didn't even know he had one! but there he fucking was. looked up the name on facebook to make sure It was him and yep. there he fucking was. But, now what... » Continue Reading

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Fun with my bestie

Category: Blogging

Yesterday was fun, my bestie picked me up and took me to the mall. We got my bulbasaur build a bear re-stuffed since he was needing it, got starbucks, picked up some snacks, and then got lunch before we left the mall. we also visited the library and then she took me to stater's to get some more snacks and got me starbucks coffee AND starbucks creamer to go with it and its SO good! we had a lot of ... » Continue Reading

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nanowrimo

Category: Blogging

It's day 4 of nano and I've only got 1,424 words, but tbh my goal is really just to keep writing. I have the 50k goal sure, but realistically I just want to get back into writing. Writing is a form of escape for me, and since the abuse at my place has gotten worse I really need that right now. I'm working on my novel, but also on some fanfics I have on an old site I've been on for 8 years... Wow t... » Continue Reading

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Samhain

Category: Religion and Philosophy

I'm so excited for Samhain tomorrow. Being in the 'broom closet' sucks as each sabbat goes by, but ESPECIALLY Samahin. it is the witch's new year and the most important of the sabbats- as the veil is thin and we honor our ancestors. I haven't been able to do my ritual since 2019, and in 2020 my grandmother passed away. This year, I'll finally be able to honor her on the sabbat and I'll be leaving ... » Continue Reading

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