remembered the name of the fucker

I was groomed online when I was 14. my email address was wiped of the evidence, but I finally remembered the name of the fucker who groomed me. He was suggested to me. on insta. INSTAGRAM. SUGGESTED. HIS. ACCOUNT. I'd NEVER messaged him there- I didn't even know he had one! but there he fucking was. looked up the name on facebook to make sure It was him and yep. there he fucking was. But, now what? I have no evidence that he ever messaged me. nothing. all deleted by the email provider because my account was "inactive" and I didn't know how to restore it, so now its been too long. I feel dumb. I should've checked sooner- should've backed up and took pictures of the emails. I should've messaged the provider immediately instead of freaking out for a week. I only ever messaged this dude thru emails. Now im reliving all this for nothing. no justice will be served.

he was 23.

I was 14.

14. 23.

I'm currently 23- I'd NEVER even think about messaging a 14 year old.

"Finally 23... funny just like you were at the time! 14 would never cross my mind!"