I am awful at remembering this site exists, but here I am lol. I jsut wanted to update that I'm currently working on my first full length novel! it's so exciting to be working on something that isn't fanfiction. I'm gonna be doing nanowrimo to hopefully write the first 50,000 words of it and then continue after nano ends. » Continue Reading
I finally started two new stories, on my fave website called Quotev. It feels good to get back into writing and my creative side, I just wish Polyvore was still a thing. It went so perfectly with quotev and was a key part of my creative process and I'm still trying to find a replacement for the site. writing is the rare time when I feel like I'm doing what I'm meant to do, but it's so hard for me... » Continue Reading
for the past year, I really let myself go. I gained over 40lbs, and depression was killing me. I'm done. today, i went for a walk with my mom and almost walked a mile! I enrolled in college to try again, i put myself on a strict diet (no soda, no sweets/junk, and i eat at certain times) I've lost about 8 lbs and i feel good. I also am getting back into learning Japanese, and i bought myself a new ... » Continue Reading
I'm feeling so nostalgic for the old websites I grew up on. my three main sites when I first had access to Internet were Quotev, Polyvore, and Google Plus Quotev is still around, but its pretty dead due to owners constantly changing it at one point. it was a site to write stories and such and I loved it. and most of us used it in conjunction with Polyvore. polyvore was a site to create "sets" - ... » Continue Reading
I hate not being able to sleep. I haven't been able to just fall asleep as long as I can remember, but usually within 3 hours I can sleep. I can tell tonight I won't sleep. my brain won't turn off at all and I'm over thinking things honestly tempted to try to sleep in the living room, but I know my mom and her husband will think im sick or something and be mad. plus my cat will keep me up cos she... » Continue Reading
I guess Space hey will be my place to ramble, kinda like an online diary? I'm not good at explaining my feelings, not since my mom read my journals and I swore to never write my feelings down again. here I am though, a few years later (4 years? 2017 feels like it was further back, but yet yesterday) wanting to, but unable to now. my brain works weird and even though I can kinda understand how, ... » Continue Reading
"Justice" is served. George Floyd is still dead. a little girl was just killed as they announced the verdict. is this truly Justice? I don't think so. no justice until ALL Black Lives Matter. no justice until the killing stops. no justice until we abolish the police. no justice until all killer cops are put behind bars ACAB. fuck pigs. » Continue Reading
with the pandemic and all, my depression is hard to fight. I'm really lucky and grateful for my bf and my bestie doing what they can to help but most days its too much. I can't really do anything and the days are a blur. I can't tell ya what happened last week, I don't even know myself. my life is a big blur at this point and I just... I don't want to die. but I'm tired of this repitiveness and ba... » Continue Reading
not gonna lie i couldnt have a myspace back when it was popular so im not exactly sure what to do on here lmao but this looks cool af » Continue Reading