had a dream about that fucking discord server bro ts is literally haunting me..... it started out as i got added to a new server that was. literally all of the exact same ppl and it was another roleplay sever but it was bluer this time and then somehow it changed from 1st person looking at discord on my phone to 3rd person we are all real people and in a cafeteria or smtg ??? and we r all hiding f... » Continue Reading
do u guys ever write a fanfic or js a story in general where its set in a different country than urs and u feel like a little freak trying to check stuff. writing a fanfic rn thats set in korea and i keep looking up "[thing] korea" bc i wanna make sure im using the right brands and such and it makes me feel like a koreaboo. "they dont buy malboros in korea, they buy esse ! :point: :nerd:" and i tr... » Continue Reading
hate hate Hate !! going clothes shopping w my mother bc why am i telling u what i want then ur picking up everything but that. "u dont have to get a button down u could js get smtg that looks nice" well i dont gaf girl !!! i want a button down !! then she buys a random shirt i didnt want anyway !!!! and then we r looking for slacks and i say i want grey slacks and she somehow mishears it as socks ... » Continue Reading
still mad as hell about being kicked out of that discord server bruh. literally why did no one talk to me about it. what was their excuse for us not being friends or for kicking me out. i dont wanna dm anybody bc i dont wanna start drama and it rly doesnt matter in the end butlike ???? genuinely whatthe hell. does no one gaf about me or wanna bother checking in or did i get demonized in vent chat ... » Continue Reading
lowkey dont think im cut out for romance chat... got dumped by my first partner for being too good for them ?? then lost a close friend bc i couldnt reciprocate even if i wanted to. cant really imagine myself married to somebody either sigh... and i dont exactly hate it about myself but it feels kinda disappointing u know?! like wow having a bf or gf would be cool but i dont really feel like getti... » Continue Reading
me when i open discord just to see i was unceremoniously kicked out of a server with zero warning or mention am i chopped liver. what happened to "no u dont have to avoid the server js bc of me :tear:" hello! am i chopped liver!! didnt even ask me first like goddamn at least inform me im getting voted off. shouldve asked to have vent channel perms before i left so i could see if i was getting talk... » Continue Reading
lowkey wanna write a character study fanfic but im so scared that im gonna be. Wrong LOL what if im js making everything up ... call me miss interpreter the way i might be talking straight outta my bootyhole ?! but the idea is kinda peak.... so scary .... » Continue Reading
nothing quite asbad as losing a friend of 5 yrs bc they wantto be more but u dont man igotta kms. nohate to gang like lock in and do whatever uneed girl but damn this literally sucks so much butt a gay man would b jealous got blocked and everything. hashtag iruin all my relationships :100: » Continue Reading
hate when i go on ao3 to find a fanfic of my niche(ish) yumenovel and i see yet Another "rewriting the story but where the mc isnt unemotional" like. how do u read a first person novel and somehow miss every mention or allusion to his compartmentalization. hes emotionally constipated not apathetic !! if u thought about his character motivations for more than a millisecond u would recognize that he... » Continue Reading
omw the beat the hell out of this horse rn but it is genuinely so annoying that women cant have any hobby without getting hit with crazy allegations of being a freak or just plain insulted for being alive. saw a post once about a guy saying how is him watching Freaky stuff considered cheating but his gf obsessing over gojo isnt like. Huh. a girl cant have a favorite character anymore ?? a girl can... » Continue Reading