"chilling"
bi, 17 y.o and indonesian
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Category: Life
Please help me report this Facebook account. She is a homewrecker and caused my parents' divorce. I'm not forcing anyone, so it's okay if you don't want to, but I really hate her. Probably I just want make her mad, lol » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
I'm so ashamed and full of regret, especially when I look back on school. Ever since I was young, I was bullied at school for years—physically, verbally, and emotionally. That abuse scared me so much that I stopped caring about learning or my grades. I just focused on making it through each day, from morning to afternoon, Monday through Friday. Now I carry deep regret, regret that I wasn’t able to... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
What I've given up on is trying to change how people see me. If they see me as disgusting, then I accept it. I've stopped hoping for anything in myself. body { background: url(https://i.pinimg.com/1200x/c0/08/6d/c0086d1d18ade5e965c52c2254635bb2.jpg); height: 100%; background-position: center; background-attachment: fixed; background-re » Continue Reading
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
To be honest, I see myself becoming an alcoholic more than having a future with a family or a career body { background: url(https://i.pinimg.com/1200x/c0/08/6d/c0086d1d18ade5e965c52c2254635bb2.jpg); height: 100%; background-position: center; background-attachment: fixed; background-repeat: no-repeat; background-size: cover; } main { marg » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
It’s been 3 months since I stopped smoking. And honestly… it made me realize how much I used to rely on cigarettes especially during stress. Now without them, I feel like I can’t handle pressure the same way. I lose focus, my hands shake, my anxiety gets worse. I get angry over the smallest things. Sometimes… I even hurt myself. If anyone out there has been throu » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I don’t have the self-esteem to believe in love or that someone could like me. Ever since I was young, people have always looked at me with disgust. So now, when someone shows interest in me, I push them away. I think, “There’s no way they actually like me. I must be a joke to them.” Sometimes, I even believe someone only likes me because of a bet or a dare. Then, when they eventually leave, likel... » Continue Reading
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Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Yes, BoJack Horseman , an animated TV series with adult jokes but a surprisingly neat and thoughtful story structure. The show doesn’t just focus on BoJack himself but also dives deep into the lives of his friends. Even the side episodes carry powerful meanings. Some of my friends say they don’t want to watch BoJack Horseman because it’s too depressing. But for me, watching BH actually helped me n... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
Am I doing something wrong? Playing this just for the months doesn't really feel anything... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Hello! My name is Nico, and I'm new here! I love how SpaceHey gives users the freedom to design their profiles and express their creativity. Tbh, I just want to see how this works whehehe! » Continue Reading
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