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my body remembers being a boy
Category: Religion and Philosophy
when i was little i would stand and piss like a boy inside and outside on my apple tree in my backyard. now sometimes when i masturbate my hand really wants to be stroking something off and i feel phantom dick like i feel like i know what it feels like to have a dick. i dont think my soul is used to internal genitalia i mustve just had a penis. delayed processing » Continue Reading
today i used a screwdriver (DRAFT)
Category: Automotive
my speakers have been sounding off and i couldnt figure out why the left side sounder softer than the right ONE faulty wire vs faulty speaker just switch them and play » Continue Reading
can someone remix this song
Category: Music
make it shorter i just want all the parts that are around uh ah huh https://open.spotify.com/track/4kKUQBcmLtdEsEOynvwg0G?si=1e440afe79ed45e3 i feel like a 1:47 song would be perfect like i would be streaming it constantly couldnt get enough if it was shorter kinda like how they do when they season doritos like the other stuff is fine just split it into two songs imo » Continue Reading
disappointment;see schizophrenia
Category: Books and Stories
no more lullabies gets around i guess another coincidence » Continue Reading
here
Category: Games
i wanted to make him a scavenger hunt like the one i thought he made for me but he never even made it passed level one: find mary #disappointment #notmeowlicious » Continue Reading
sad world
Category: Romance and Relationships
turns out he did not spend 4 years stalking me and 4 years crafting an elaborate revenge plot or 4 years building and dedicating a web of playlists for me to find pick apart and decipher like an elaborate game of hide and seek this is not a love puzzle this is not a riddle she is not a doppelgänger and this is not an attempt to tip the scales as it turns out i have trouble separating fantasy from ... » Continue Reading
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no fun
Category: Blogging
turns out the loml is not the loml anymore he isnt as obsessive and crazy as i thought he was i thought we were playing a four year long game of cat mouse = turns out he actually does love the fish bitch and he talks to her almost every day my feelings r gone 3null #&& #void #emo #empty #void #nothingmatters #everythingsalie #fake #friends i think im gonna fuck my neighbor tomorrow » Continue Reading
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hacker
Category: Games
i programmed my computer to add songs to my spotify playlist at regular intervals so my ex nemesis and rival think im schizophrenic #schizophrenia » Continue Reading
heard my neighbor yelling outside
Category: Blogging
went outside in a white t shirt panties and invader zim slippers to ask him if he could open up my orange juice for me when it was _ time to » Continue Reading