The posts about loneliness and related issues are already a bit repetitive on this blog, but I won't stop talking about it until this need passes. so... I think it's been about 3 days in a row that I've come home at night and laid down on the bed with a huge urge to cry. Lately I've been feeling very alone, I don't feel like I'm part of anything and I don't feel like I'm anyone's friend. Everyon... » Continue Reading
I've been feeling quite confused about feelings recently. A few months ago I changed shifts at college and started studying only at night, so I left my college friends behind and had to make new ones. It turns out that I really love the friendships I made in the beginning, but, now I can no longer maintain the contact I used to have with them for several reasons. reason number 1: I'm terrible wi... » Continue Reading
Vim atualizar um pouco da minha vida. Atualmente a grande coisa que está rolando na minha vida é a minha adaptação a rotina nova. Trabalhar e estudar não é nada fácil. Estou cansada 100% do meu tempo e por causa disso me sinto fazendo um monte de coisa mal feita, não que eu ligue muito pra isso, mas é um sentimento horrível. Sei que são situações diferentes mas sempre acabo pensando na minha mãe, ... » Continue Reading
the mornings at my work are unbearably slow, NOTHING HAPPENS, it gets much worse when my friend Cris is not here, today she is sick and had to stay at home and I really miss her here with me. I hope she knows how happy her company makes me! » Continue Reading
yesterday i started my "new job", actually i've got promoted and now i work all day (morning and afternoon) i still don't know how it feels. I used to be an intern and now i am a teacher assistant and it means that i need to work harder!!!! for now i think im doing well and i expect to continue in that way > < » Continue Reading
I haven't been feeling well lately I feel overwhelmed by a HUGE feeling of emptiness and I don't know what to do, I don't feel like anyone's friend and I literally feel alone in this world. Since I was little I've carried this feeling inside me, that I'm always alone no matter how much I try to find comfort and support in friendships or things like that. I've never felt truly part of something, I'... » Continue Reading
In the second half of 2023 i started hook up with a girl, we are in the same class at college and we started flirting on a random day (i started it of course). Life happened for both of us and we continued flirting and giving each other secret kisses, at some point i thought that this time it would really be for life and she had been chosen to be my companion forever. anyway... the end of this was... » Continue Reading