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Sum peace 4 me

Category: Life

After some thinking and mindfullness practices. I feel a little more peacefull. Therapy went really well 4 me. I mean it does suck though, because it means i don't have much to write about.  This is merely just a way to vent and kinda get my stuff out there i guess. But sometimes you are just doing better than usual. And that's good too. You know, i used to have days where i actively tried to sabo... » Continue Reading

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Category: Friends

i think i have become content with not talking to my old friends anymore. Or at least i'm able to not have it bother me. On one hand i kinda liked the depressing feeling it gave me. I used to be deep into depression a couple years ago and sometimes those times feel nostalgic. Your brain hasa a tendency to want to go back to that feeling. After therapy last wednesday, maybe it's all okay.  Someone ... » Continue Reading

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2d4y wuz 4ctu4lly fun!

Category: Life

After going thrifting and hanging out with a good fr13nd, i feel alot better. Very stress free and just generally feeling okay. It's kinda nice. Espescially after the run in i had with my mother this morning and like even the stuff that happened last weekend. I had a little bit of alcohol and i got some snacks and a nice shirt from the thrift store. I can'r wait to go home. Tomorrow i'll have some... » Continue Reading

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1 JU5T W1SH TH3Y'D FUCK1NG L1ST3N 2 M3

Category: Blogging

1 H4T3 1T every single run in with my mother, it's like talking to a brick wall. 1T'Z L1K3 7 4M and she already has my blood boiling! and talking back is like never an option, she never listens anyway. She claims i was up al night and rummaging through the house when i wasn't, t was my little fuckwad of a brother, who btw is a whole other side dish for another blog. I can't stand it anymore. Every... » Continue Reading

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T4LK1NG 1Z H4RD

Category: Friends

Sometimes, my friends do actually text me. I always have the urge to ignore them. It feels bad to respond back so quickly. [Espescially when they left me hanging for weeks :/. It feels pointless. They'll just have another chance to ignore me!  WH4T5 W0RS3 is that i feel like i'm the only one bothered by it.  At least, when i don't respond. I'M the one ignoring THEM instead of the other way around ... » Continue Reading

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1T K33P5 G01NG

Category: Life

After what happened yesterday, i had some time to think. Funny enough my friend reached back out to me after unfriending me. He actually apologized but i still feel pretty shitty... i told him that i need some time to sit and think with it all. I mean, i have been having trouble with myself and my friends lately, BUT MOSTLY MYSELF. I'm a little P4R4N01D sometimes about like my friends, sometimes i... » Continue Reading

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WH4T D1D 1 D0 WR0NG???

Category: Friends

i d0n't und3rst4nd... earlier today my friend on discord just blew up on me! >:( ALL BECAUSE I WAS VENTING!!! All i said was that i am afraid of how easily i'd isolate myself if i were to like move out and live alone and stuff... He started saying that i make his life miserable! He literally unfriended me on everything... WELL i hope he's happier now that we aren't friends anymore... what the fuck... » Continue Reading

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