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After what happened yesterday, i had some time to think.

Funny enough my friend reached back out to me after unfriending me. He actually apologized but i still feel pretty shitty... i told him that i need some time to sit and think with it all. I mean, i have been having trouble with myself and my friends lately, BUT MOSTLY MYSELF. I'm a little P4R4N01D sometimes about like my friends, sometimes i overthink and stuff. I suppose we all do that every once in a while. But for me, sometimes i think so much that i make myself believe the most horrible stuff. Actively putting myself down in the dumps :\

I have learned to deal with it a little better but the feeling will never go away. I hope that soon, i'll be able to just move on because even though i said that it's mostly my fault, that still is only MOSTLY. My friends often just think they can ignore me for a week or 3 yet still claim to care about me. I'm sure they do... but they never actually make me feel like that, u kno?

Some time alone is good 2 but i can't stay here forever.

I gotz 2 m0v3 0n  (¬_¬")

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