Am I weird for updating my blogs' categories because I totally missed the exact category for those and just chose the most similar one? Anyway, are we all just stupid when crazy in love or is it just me? It's weird reading it, it felt like I could write a whole story. I should, but damn, I was so focused on school, my creativity is dead now. It's funny that in a matter of minutes, my blogs' tone c... » Continue Reading
We broke up. April 7, 2025. Exactly two months now. It hurts, but I cried a little less than our first ones. 388 days together and she didn't really knew me well. I feel like shit. The fact that I'm the one pursued but I ended up chasing her. I was too much. For the many times I've been asking what's wrong with me whenever we fight so I can be better, she said it was none, it was her, and when I a... » Continue Reading
Our first anniversary is coming in 2 days. I was excited. Why is that every month she makes me cry. She said she'll make it up to me, I'm still waiting. It's been four months since she first said it, every month is like that. I'm starting to question if I'm worth anything. I can't let her go. She doesn't want a break up. Maybe she's not that mature yet, but I can't see any change. She's stuck at h... » Continue Reading
I'm here again so it just means that something bad happened again. It's my ldr gf and I's 10th monthsary... what a milestone. I... we talked this morning and she agreed to celebrate. We didn't celebrate. We broke up before, on late october and got back on early december. She said she's sorry, and I know it was a whole misunderstanding. We're young, we didn't understood each other. I'm fucked up, I... » Continue Reading
first time I reviewed for quarterly exams and I failed— passed but it's just not the scored I used to get. I always get burnt out at 2nd quarter, argh! I guess I'm really really gonna work harder this time, for real now haha... I'm still upset about the incentives on the field trip. I couldn't go since we didn't have money, well that's beside the point... it's just that 2 points added directly to ... » Continue Reading
We talked. We're kinda okay rn. It was a long process of cold conversations, her snapping and then another cold conversation, and her snapping again because I just can't get the things I wanna say to actually get out of my mind. It is hard, but I said what I felt, and it's alright... I guess. We're still young so I hope we both learn to adjust to each other... I hope. » Continue Reading
I guess this will be my diary now... I was so excited for new year. Was. I was helping in the kitchen, cleaning, preparing. It was fun until it isn't. I just want to spend it with my gf even if it's online. How big of a request is it. She's got a lot to do, I know. And I understand that, I always understand. But God, is it too much to ask what they're doing that caused her to reply late. Or even a... » Continue Reading