not so happy new year vv

I guess this will be my diary now...

I was so excited for new year. Was. I was helping in the kitchen, cleaning, preparing. It was fun until it isn't. I just want to spend it with my gf even if it's online. How big of a request is it. She's got a lot to do, I know. And I understand that, I always understand. But God, is it too much to ask what they're doing that caused her to reply late. Or even ask if she's gonna be able to reply consistently after she have just replied? Because it's so hard to guess. At least something like "I'm kinda busy, I can't reply fast." or something. I just want assurance. And now I'm acting like a child and I don't know how to get out of it.

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