not so happy new year update...

We talked. We're kinda okay rn. It was a long process of cold conversations, her snapping and then another cold conversation, and her snapping again because I just can't get the things I wanna say to actually get out of my mind. It is hard, but I said what I felt, and it's alright... I guess. We're still young so I hope we both learn to adjust to each other... I hope.