"yearning for the mines"
under 8teen , writing enthusiast , a lil bit shy
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Category: Life
basic intro : < name/nicknamez: Breezy , Dan , Dani < under 8teen , libra , punk & scenemo , minorly Korean but majorly white :/ < openly queer online. idgaf pronounz but m afab < ltrlly Dan Howell , Ian Hecox , Ryan Ross , & Pete Wentz if they were sum weird freakazoid teenage gurl (delusional) _ < < rpfer , so if dat makes u » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
winter is for new friends. the cold is for the walls you need then that you regrettably break down. the summer is for too much time than what you know to do with. it’s for bedrotting and drinking your own sad. i’ll always miss you even when that new dawn comes through and the sun turns that shade of pink i bet you like. when the moon turned orange yellow that one long car ride down to the sea i co... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
she doesn’t feel much of a real person anymore; just someone i used to love. just one of the drunks. she was my first love. if i must clarify. it was growing up - it was time staring in my face. years of being on this planet couldn’t prepare me for this. i’d wanted the love i’d seen in the movies. that, pass out from it love them like you just can’t stand it need you everywhere, kind of love. whe... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
it feels like summer, like depression, like growing up again. i’ve never grown up. i’m 14 going on 40 with the maturity of an adult who’s got nothing on their resume - hidden all their experiences - and i’ve got the emotional capacity of a table spoon. oh adults forget much but kids leave lots and teenagers hold all. he calls me his “chi-chi”. he’s a little baby who can’t say much right and holds... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
and it’s that moment in dark rooms with not even the moon pouring in yet white tinted corners almost as if you’re as smushed as graffit/ in spirals led by hips or morose engrossed feelings/ it’s your heart dragging dragging your head by the gut and letting yourself think that just for a moment it’s returned/ the wanting/ the yearning/ the reaching and not quite holding despite the physical and met... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i am someone who is deeply enamored by art. i love all forms of it, whether it’s music or paint i find myself drawn to it. the thing is, i feel like in this modern age people settle for mediocrity and claim its genius. of course, this could be my own pretentious ego talking, but i mainly find this problem within not just drawing but the form that drew my attention to this was poetry. many people n... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I wish I couldn’t welcome you back so easily/ I know I drove you away, but it was your decision to put the bounty on my head./ Having you around will never be the same as knowing you. And I know I think that I do, cause I’m certain you are genuinely happy that I’m back but that doesn’t excuse you. Pity parties don’t welcome the unsympathetic/ pour out your teeth grind I need to harness it/ if you’... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
My best friend says she hates herself so I think she hates me. She hates the kid who got me through my tough times, picked me up when I was down. She may as well be the snobs who hate our friendship, or the boys who don’t think I’m hot enough to even breathe around them. She’s funny and caring and when she relapses I almost do because if she jumped off a cliff I would too just to show her that I ... » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
School is getting irritating & being queer & (possibly) neurodivergent in school just feels so alienating. I feel cut off & nervous over everything I do. I constantly feel different from those around me, even the openly homosexual or “weird” friends I have just don’t feel the same way I do sometimes. Having opinions feels weird, having things I like feels weird, being Emo feels cringe, almost ever... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Hi !!!! This is mah first post X3 put this on mah blog but in case no 1 read it I got a LiveJournal buuuuuuuttttt that’s less popular & da layouts kinda annoying so I’m instead being a weirdo on here >____ < gonna post & rant on here bcuz I gotta lotta thoughts up in mah brain & dis might help :P so have a gud day & enjoy mah blog or if u rlly don’t care jus go enjoy the rest of da site ! » Continue Reading
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