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smoked my first cig 🎉🎉
Category: Life
it tasted terrible me and my friend were laughing so much about how i kept taking hits and being like DUDE THIS FUCKING SUCKS » Continue Reading
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maybe i will feel better after this
Category: Writing and Poetry
when i am alone i am terrible and ugly and a loser and i just need to take the chance, don't you know that but when i am with others i am just biding my time until i can be alone again. nothing makes sense nobody ever talks to me with emotion in their face anymore. when did that go wrong? where is that music coming from? i have been tired for weeks and i don't know why. i have been tired for weeks... » Continue Reading
AHHHHHHHHHHH
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
i'm gonna KILL MYSELF i keep seeing this AWESOME LOOKING SCENE GUY on instagram and we're both ASIAN TOO GAWDDDDDDD. i want 2 be him SO BAD but side parts make me look SO FUCKING CHOPPED. I'M GONNA KILL MSYELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! » Continue Reading
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my future
Category: Blogging
i hate talking to him. i had to cut again today. i bring you these two pieces of (not) gold: i am too upset to even think if that request is reasonable or not. how do you sting so harsh and bleed so tasty? » Continue Reading
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healthiest person in the whole world
Category: Life
i think really the key to getting what you want and getting others to leave you alone and think you have it all together is just to come up with stuff on the spot that can make you sound better, or make it sound like you're trying more than you really are. remember your tones too. » Continue Reading
mind reading would be really useful
Category: Life
ugh i dont even want to explain it EVERYTHING SI WRONG!!! EVEYRHTING IS GOING WRONG I'M GOING TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!! cutting only helepd a little bit it helped like i'm doing wmy work now it didnt help like it solve d me though .solve me like a puzzle. maybe practicing drums will though . maybe it iwll solve me SHUT UP SHUT USPTUHSUTP !!!! WSEE WE WOULDNT HAVE THIS PROBLEM IF YOU COULD READ MY MIND! ma... » Continue Reading
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stupid thing
Category: Writing and Poetry
it's been five days and it's finally time to work on the essay that's due tomorrow. it just slipped my mind. so i sit down to write but sublime is saying something interesting on the cd player so i have to sit there and listen for a little. then someone has uploaded an interesting short film animation on youtube. then i remember i'm going downtown with ezra at 4 so i set the alarm for 3:40. it tak... » Continue Reading
looks matter SO much 2 me
Category: Life
like its genuinely not okay and like i have no clue why. i think it's because my family always brings up people's appearances like all the time. i can never just shut up in my brain about do i look good right now? i probably look so ugly. my hair probably looks bad right now. that guy over there is probably thinking wow max looks so fucking chopped today. whenever i meet someone its like the first... » Continue Reading
uhhhh....ignore.......favs from this week
Category: Writing and Poetry
feel something!! feel something!! why why why why? i think...i think...maybe????????? maybe? or something...or something...my room is too public so i've got to build a room inside. are you sane or just a pussy? are you sane or just dumb? i wish you would just hurt me the real way so i could call for help. at my worst i still need to be three times better than you. i build new walls out of my poste... » Continue Reading
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i dont really get why i'm still here
Category: Life
i cant bring myself to put any emotion into my voice or anything i do. things still bring me joy and occasionally ill feel pretty happy but i just dont really get why i have to do any of this. why am i alive at all? this life is meaningless. why did ihave to sit through 2 hours of my dad yelling at me and doing his whole power trip thing yesterday? why can't i just learn how to drive now and drive... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
idk if anyone else remembers or doesn't do this anymore but i remember in like peak 2020-2022 or 23 era everyone that was gay would introduce themselves by saying their name, pronouns, and exact sexuality and gender identity 💀...like hello????? why were we doing that.....i just remembered because the gsa at my school has a discord server and there was an introductions channel and everyone was doin... » Continue Reading