Welcome to my page! Before you go on reading whatever it is I've got posted here, let me go through some rules and things you should know. MINORS DNI!!! I'm a grown woman writing about grown woman things! Not all of my work touches on, well, touchy sub » Continue Reading
I'm so sleepy. Work has been so drab, but at least I'm making money. I need to work on my personal projects I really need to feel some sense of progression. I have made so many friends since graduating. People say it gets better when you graduate high school, but it really gets better after university. Pity I rarely have free time to spend with my new friends though. I wish I'd known them when I w... » Continue Reading
I want to write so much, but it's so late, so I'll update here for right now. It's going to get bad. Really bad. That fuckass stupid worthless miserable bill passed and it's just going to get so much worse. I don't think I see it getting better. My parents talked about it over the weekend and decided that we tough it out for 1 last year here just so my little sister can graduate and I can save up... » Continue Reading
Lots of things have changed and lots have stayed the same. My and Boyfriend are as well as ever, truly moreso now than we've ever been I feel. We've had another child (I adopted a new cat) and things are going well at work. This weekend, I've done loads and it's still Sunday evening and though the day's practically over, I might just finish the art piece I'm working on. I should upload my art on ... » Continue Reading
I've bee so busy with work. For the past two week's it's just been nonstop working eight hour shifts. This week I took on an overtime day because I'm going to be moving rooms again (back to the small one) so I can avoid paying rent. It's a better deal anyway, I don't have to deal with my mother's elderly dogs throwing up all over my things. Me and Boyfriend had the most lovely weekend. We went to... » Continue Reading
HE WANTS TO MARRY ME!!!!! HE WANTS TO MARRY ME!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO MARRY HIM AND HE WANTS TO MARRY ME SOMEDAY!!!!!!!! WE JUST NEED MONEY FOR NOW. It was sort of an accident that I asked him that, but last night we talked about the future and what to do and how to make money in Mexico. I told him my latest idea: to write a small, poetry chapbook, and he loved it. So, at the moment, the plan is to ... » Continue Reading
I want to start my career already. However, my only options are to do remote work or to move somewhere like San Francisco, which I'm okay with. Me and Boyfriend spoke once about moving to San Fran and living cheap in a little boat off the docks. People rent them out for less than $200/month and living somewhere like that while I go to work would be lovely. But I want to live with him more than any... » Continue Reading
Everything in my life has just 180-ed. I made a new friend. I got a job starting tomorrow. My boyfriend loves me. What. This is how I feel right now. Me and her have been playing Animal Crossing and we have plans to go to the library this evening. I have no words to summarize my excitement. I feel like Tomoko or Bocch » Continue Reading
I don't like getting carried away in fantastical daydreams anymore. I can't. Whenever I sit and imagine a future in which me and Boyfriend marry, I begin to cry because I'm not the type of woman he would pursue that sort of thing with. Besides, if I voiced my dream of being his wife ten years down the line and wanting a family with him, it would only frighten him, or worse, cause him to laugh at m... » Continue Reading
I woke up today at 5 A.M. missing someone who hasn't been in my life for about two years. It's weird because I don't usually think about her anymore, but I couldn't help but remember her and cry a little. I think it's because Instagram keeps showing me ads for this ramen spot we went to one of the last times we ever spoke to each other. It also has her name on it, so the association would be there... » Continue Reading
I always feel depressed until Boyfriend comes around. Then I laugh like an idiot and forget why I was ever sad. I wish I had emotional permanence, but I'm not really sure how or if I can develop it so late into my life. We went to L.A. yesterday to go to Green Day's Hollywood Star ceremony. It was super fucking awesome. Ryan Renolds was there too, for some reason I actually don't know why he was ... » Continue Reading