Journal #54

Everything in my life has just 180-ed. I made a new friend. I got a job starting tomorrow. My boyfriend loves me. What.

This is how I feel right now. 

Me and her have been playing Animal Crossing and we have plans to go to the library this evening. I have no words to summarize my excitement. I feel like Tomoko or Bocchi. Huh? Really? Me? Friend? Work? I'm besides myself. 

I'm not necessarily excited to work, but I'm excited to help Boyfriend alongside his soda/coffee/cafe/event business and to help him fund his idea and I'm excited to establish myself financially while still figuring out what I'd like to do for a career. My hope is to just go back to Mexico and live with Boyfriend until we get really old and maybe married, but it's still too soon to say if he'd want that with me. I don't know though, it seems a little more possible than it did yesterday and maybe that's enough right now. 

I'm so excited I'm going to go have a shower before I get ready to go.