"staring into the stars "
515 years old, stoner vampire, “died” in 1908
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i deserve absolutely nothing. no happiness, no human needs, no food, no water, nothing. i keep on fucking every single aspect of my life up. atp i should accept that i wasn’t supposed to be born. there is no reason why im alive. i keep on destroying everything i love. this is what i get when i do something i want to do that’s fun. it was overwhelmingly idiotic of me to think nothing would crumble.... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
everything was in vein and it all meant absolutely nothing at all when it came down to it. everything i had once thought of is no more. i have utterly made a fool out of myself. i am actually so fucking worthless. i should go ahead and hit bedrock on myself because that’s the only thing that is fit as a punishment for this insolence of mine. at the end of the day when im boiled down to it im just ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i just want to be happy, i want to live in my world without suffering. but i can never have that, nothing will ever change. ever since i was thrown into the hospital i was told it would get better and i fucking believed it. you stupid fucking insolent little bitch why would you ever belive anything those little snakes tell you? you fucking pitiful little fuck. i hate you so fucking much just go ah... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
MOM, WHY THE FUCK DID YOU GO THROUGH MY JOURNAL? WHY ARE YOU TELLING YOUR THERAPIST ABT WHAT YOU READ. WHY ARE YOU DKING TBHIS SHIT? IF I WOULD EVER DO THAT OH THATS A TERRIVLE THING TO DO AND IM A SHIT BUT WHENEVER U DO IT THE WHOLE THING IS DIFFERENT. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
dear mom, please stop refusing to ask for help. i have offered to do countless things for you and yet you still pretend that i dont want to help you. i try my hardest to do everything to make you happy, but if you feel this way then I guess im not as good of a son as i thought i was. em, youre so fucking stupid. i am here for you mom, i alwyas have been because of what dad was doing to us. but you... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
do you ever just have such an extreme hate and disgust towards yourself? holy shit, i do. its like no matter what anyone tells me i will always be such an ugly looking monster. like i feel like everyone just lies to me at this point because nobody can view me beautifully. i was just starting to look a little good, I was getting skinny, cheekbones were showing, my hair was so long. then i was diagn... » Continue Reading
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