i fucking cant

i just want to be happy, i want to live in my world without suffering. but i can never have that, nothing will ever change. ever since i was thrown into the hospital i was told it would get better and i fucking believed it. you stupid fucking insolent little bitch why would you ever belive anything those little snakes tell you? you fucking pitiful little fuck. i hate you so fucking much just go ahead and kill yourself cuz you failed the last time like a little twit. go ahead and find a new razor because you deserve to be cut till the fat on your disgusting body is showing. little fucking parasite, nobody actually loves you anyways. ugly little fucjibg pig. besides all this pitiful shit that makes your disgusting body, YOU ARE STRAIGHT UGLY. LITERALLY YOU ARE LIEF TO EVERY SECOND OF TBE DAY ABT HOW ATTRACTIVE YKU ARE. YOU ARE UGLY, YOU ARE SO UGLY.