it all meant nothing

everything was in vein and it all meant absolutely nothing at all when it came down to it. everything i had once thought of is no more. i have utterly made a fool out of myself. i am actually so fucking worthless. i should go ahead and hit bedrock on myself because that’s the only thing that is fit as a punishment for this insolence of mine. at the end of the day when im boiled down to it im just a worthless little fuck.