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wow okay woke up feeling rejuvenated and motivated. it felt like there was weight lifted off my or something, or like a horse released from it's stable. I'm just feeling light and free and that makes me happy. had an awesome therapy session and i finally feeling like i'm really making headway in figuring out my issues and how they can be helped. so classic me to be depressed one day then happy the... » Continue Reading
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Feeling stable again, perhaps a little numb but i'll take it honestly. i don't particularly like feeling sedated but i do like not feeling my emotions, as unhealthy as that may be. i hope it lasts a little longer. it would be nice to not care about anything. i want to focus on myself more. i feel like i have been really neglecting myself.probably because i don't really see anything that i like in ... » Continue Reading
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ended up staying in oakville which was a blessing in disguise because i actually worked 8-12 again and if i went out i wouldve missed like the whole shift lolz. forgot to take my meds on friday and holy shit did it fuck me up. never making that mistake again thats the worst ive felt in a really long time. kinda puts shit into perspective tho, like i really havent been doing that bad all things con... » Continue Reading
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Sleepy but content today, have to decide whether I'll go home and go out with friends or stay and go back tomorrow. Had to come to Oakville last night so I could be here to bring my brother back from university, just got home from that. Traffic wasn't bad at all, the roads and skies ended up being fairly clear. I do like driving, I forget sometimes that my anxiety makes things seem worse than they... » Continue Reading
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wanna reflect a little on why i am so strict with doing certain things and not others. Like last night i absolutely had to get my writepril done, even though it's just a chill thing im doing with my friends. theres no punishments for not doing it one day and i could always do my entry the next day if not miss it all together. but since ive been doing it daily i wanted to keep my streak going. but ... » Continue Reading
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laptop gonna die and im going to bed but i need to do writepril waaah aint that just the way life goes gonna be reflecting on this later. » Continue Reading
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gaaah !! Trying to practice patience and gratitude with the universe and with myself. Big things are coming I just know it ! I'm on the precipice of greatness and the only person in the way is myself. Kind of like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff and I just can't quite bring myself to jump off of it. But I need to trust in god and the universe that I will be caught. I can't fall onto the the ba... » Continue Reading
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I went to the grocery store ! Plus got a lovely walk in because of it, the weather was beautiful and i saw a little kitty coming home. Then I took an everything shower which was much needed so I'm feeling squeaky clean and feeling good because of it. I don't think I'll get to painting today because it'll be a still life and I need to get something for it, but I finished up my sketch for it so I kn... » Continue Reading
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Soo hungover today LOL but that's okay it was sunny and beautiful and I just chilled. I really wanna make some art maybe I'll do that tomorrow. Okay gonna make a little list for myself right now, tomorrow I will get up, put the last coat of primer on my canvas, go to the grocery store, and then paint when I get back. I think that will be nice. Plus when I do my entry tomorrow then I can be held ac... » Continue Reading
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i love getting ready for a night out :3 makes me feel so pretty and i have so much fun drinking and doing my makeup and trying out different outfits for my friends. Literally got fucking whooped at tonight at this chill bar, but I don't care about the male attention because I just want to wear my cunty ass outfits. They may be slutty but at the end of the day they're for me and my friends and the ... » Continue Reading
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I can already tell that I'm going to want to feel bad about myself today, so I'm proactively trying to intercept that. It's 12:47pm, I woke up about an hour ago. Currently I am in bed, I have my coffee and I just finished my NYT games. The spelling bee I never finish, but I got to "nice." I got wordle in four, did connections perfectly and my order was; green, purple, yellow, blue. Finished the mi... » Continue Reading
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quick post for now life is good, just want to get this done actually on day 11 but imma come back and edit after my shift EDIT: did not come back after my shift bc I was so tired lolz » Continue Reading
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