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Feeling stable again, perhaps a little numb but i'll take it honestly. i don't particularly like feeling sedated but i do like not feeling my emotions, as unhealthy as that may be. i hope it lasts a little longer. it would be nice to not care about anything. i want to focus on myself more. i feel like i have been really neglecting myself.probably because i don't really see anything that i like in myself right now. sorry is that too real, it's the truth to be honest.
i try to love myself but it just feels like im lying honestly, like im just trying to convince myself of it. just saying the words but not actually believing them. i dont really know why either, i just have like no self worth tbh lol. i mean i guess a bit, i dont let people walk all over me. but i do let them take a step too many.
does anyone else just feel like they dont want to heal yet. like i dont want to feel so shitty all the time, maybe i think i dont deserve it or something idk but i just feel like i cant commit to it fully. didnt expect this entry to be so raw lol, why is everyone going through it rn? maybe its the season or something.
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ᴘʀᴏꜰᴇꜱꜱɪᴏɴᴀʟ ꜱɪʟʟʏɢɪʀʟ
I hear u and see u. Ur so enough and so deserving of love and feeling good. Everyone is exactly equally imperfect.
but we can all forgive ourselves and be forgiven infinitely, time and time again, if we just accept and open and are willing to give ourselves the grace of letting go and believing its ok.
just know it's ok and good to believe that you are worth it, that u are enough. You individually are such a major light in my world. give urself permission to be kind and loving to urself.
I love u! and EVERYONE IS going thru it rn its crazy. ur not alone
I love you so so much <3
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