day 14

Soo hungover today LOL but that's okay it was sunny and beautiful and I just chilled. I really wanna make some art maybe I'll do that tomorrow. Okay gonna make a little list for myself right now, tomorrow I will get up, put the last coat of primer on my canvas, go to the grocery store, and then paint when I get back. I think that will be nice. Plus when I do my entry tomorrow then I can be held accountable and update y'all.

It was so much fun to put on pretty makeup and a cute outfit last night, I've been feeling sooo fuggers lately and I don't know why. Like first of all looks truly don't matter and I genuinely believe that like who gives a fuck, but also I know that I am attractive. Maybe my face just looks a little different or something I'm not sure but ya I just have not being feeling too confident and it's lowkey been impacting my mood. 

I think I've just been so scrungly for a while now that I don't like what I look like when I'm not all dolled up. I also feel like I've been looking very aged, but that's a goddamn blessing I love being alive and having the experiences I've lived be memorialized on my skin. Maybe it's because I haven't been on hinge LOL so I'm not getting compliments from strangers every day. 

That's all from me, see u guys tmrw!

-coco xx