day 20 (late)

ended up staying in oakville which was a blessing in disguise because i actually worked 8-12 again and if i went out i wouldve missed like the whole shift lolz. forgot to take my meds on friday and holy shit did it fuck me up. never making that mistake again thats the worst ive felt in a really long time. kinda puts shit into perspective tho, like i really havent been doing that bad all things considered cuz ya i felt actually crazy as fuck and like so ill.

when life gets this confusing, the only thing u can do is attend a fabulous party. things have been weird with my boo thing recently. i dont even know if he likes me bc we literally havent seen each other in a month, but talk all day everyday. we both had parties to attend tonight and said we might link up after (didnt happen.) but anyways i put on a fabulous little outfit and had fun at sophie's bday party it was a good night.