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2 days left till June ends and the first 6 months of the year will officially end and honestly, I don't know what I have gained probably the 4 kilos that I have lost but I do not know what changes I have made. Let me think deeply. I have an ID now so I can start looking for online jobs and hustles I have lost 6 kilos the first 6 months then gained it back when I went home for the summer. I pass... » Continue Reading
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I don't fucking know. I just know that I want to be successful to be pretty and to be loved by people i want to be better but I do not see myself actually being that personn I am so negative right now and I do not want that but I am just s confused I feel like I am not changing I am still the same and I cannot have that I dont want to waste another year but I am doing nothing. I am so confused. I ... » Continue Reading
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I am trying to be productive today but I just don't know what to do. I know I have to study Java but in my head I need to make a perfect list first and print out stuff for my vision board all this bullshit. and today, I feel like the only way I could every stop doom scrolling is deleting my tiktok account. but then if I do that I will just switch to instagram, and if I delete my instagram(which I ... » Continue Reading
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Two decades wow. I a grateful to be alive. I will make sure I don't waste my 20's, I will make sure my 20's isn't full of regrets and disappointments. I want this decade to feel like I've lived a hundred years because I just do so much. This is my promise to myself. » Continue Reading
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May 8, 2024 They always say, be yourself and people will love who you truly are and I just think there's something wrong with myself that they don't like. Cousin > Me I have a cousin who was born abroad and is a foreigner and while she's here, I was the one who mostly entertained her because I was a lot more extroverted and was willing to speak English even when I was shit and had grammatical err... » Continue Reading
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May 8, 2024 I just saw a video on tiktok about how Anxiety is suppressed anger and how we hide our anger through these emotions linked to anxiety such as overthinking and over self criticism and blaming yourself etc. and I just thought about how that makes sense. When I feel angry, I just try to stop it and when I'm with other people, I try to divert my anger through laughter or making jokes, I'm... » Continue Reading
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May 8, 2024 We had our database certification yesterday and I passed it. I got 743 points. I was so happy and relieved and my ego went up the roof. I've studied for 5 days straight and abandoned Java because I thought that when we fail the database certification, we'll fail the course. Turns out, if you fail, you just won't get a certification. Then, I just found out this monday that that was the ... » Continue Reading
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I JUST FOUND OUT NOW THAT OUR CERTIFICATION WILL BE NEXT WEEK ON MONDAY. WHAT THE FUCKKKK. I procrastinated because I thought I still have 2 weeks to review but FUCK WHAT AM I GONNA DO ðŸ˜?? I HAVE TO LEARN EVERYTHING FROM START TO FINISH But actually, I will not blame the failure all to myself because our teacher isn't even teaching. some of the topics that will come out of the certification, he d... » Continue Reading
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I get my period on the first week of the month and it is almost may so the week before my period is always the worst So anyway, this is what I feel right now with hormones manipulating it. I feel like there's something wrong with me and I just need to fix that. Specifically with stimming(?) Like I can't stop moving my legs whenever I'm feeling impatient and it is so annoying and tiring for me but... » Continue Reading
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April 22, 2024 A lot has happened I said last time that I went to this talk therapy. Honestly the advice that she’s given to me, I already know and I know better advice than what she has given. But what made it worth it is that I am able to share my unfiltered thoughts to her without feeling judged because she’s a professional and she seems really nice and she just felt like » Continue Reading
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AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH STOOOOPPPPP I JUST WANNA EAT 2 PACKETES OF NOODLES AND BROWNIE BUTTERSCOTCH COOKIES I CANT HELP IT » Continue Reading
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drank a cup of coffee last night, pulled an all nighter(not really, just until 3 am), woke up at 6:30 and I did not feel tired at all but I did woke up palpitating. I did our presentation on our first subject in the morning and I have never felt more positive and optimistic in a while. I felt like myself. The caffeine did that. I found myself being a little more extroverted and talkative and I fe... » Continue Reading
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