every side has 2 coins, a glass is always part empty and part full. We ourselves are but two, in turn Ethos (Rachel Rose) Welcome, dear reader: the storm of ideas have been brewing in my brain, and subsequently in my little corner of the internet, but it seems to be missing something. Sure, there are many thoughts. There are many discussions. Even, many interesting conclusions. Might I ask, dear r... » Continue Reading
When things feel like theyre just black and white, then maybe the simplicity will help you get from day to day We as humans tend to group ourselves into one of two groups of thought. The cynic, sitting alone in a world of naught, or the idealist, those who choose to believe that despite everything, the world will turn out okay. Even I fall into this style of thinking on occasion, a childish notion... » Continue Reading
If absence makes the heart grow fonder, then what happens if it shrivels away before that very moment? Welcome back, dear reader, into the thoughts inside my little head. I would like to apologize for my absence, for life is a hectic series of events and I have been barely able to swim. But as Summer wanes for the new moon of Autumn to wax into Winter, I feel my brain once again coming alive with ... » Continue Reading
Welcome, once again, dear reader, to this world of depressing mania, of everything and nothing colliding and creating my own little slice of this concept we call reality. My absence has been long, and apologies shall be given, but truthfully I got lost in my life, in changes, and fell back on old habits. Constant stimuli. Feeding my brain with what distracts me, and feeling a high that no mind sho... » Continue Reading
Welcome, dear reader! The past few days I have been doing setup. Lots of setup, in fact, for something important to me. See, I am addicted to the internet. Very, in fact, to the point it actively harms my well being. So, at some point you have to ask yourself eventually, "Where do I go from here?" When dealing with any real addiction. So: As spring comes into full force, so do life changes happen.... » Continue Reading
Hey! Rachel Rose here, youre favorite strange gremlin on the internet. I went on a day out today, after all, a gal cant spend 24/7 in her room playing video games, drawing, and writing (more like 90% of the time at least lol) anyways, me and my dad went thrift shopping! Aka like, the absolute coolest hobby ever. Well, we also went through the flea markets. Trust me, a trans gal wearing a giant flo... » Continue Reading
Welcome once again dear reader, to the one and only Rachel Mays little world in this play, the marionette that performs forced pirouettes on this grand stage, my mind pulling the strings in a grand display, running and sprinting between thought and idea as yours truly tries to desperately pluck them before they reach the ether. But enough stylistic prelude, dear reader, after all thats not what yo... » Continue Reading
The burning fire that brings you to madness, a pen in hand and a knife in the other, digging into your soul Greetings, dear reader: It is I once again, Rachel Rosethorn. Please, try to ignore the cracks and holes in my mind, I hope one day to get them filled. Take a seat, would you like tea? Or do you prefer coffee? Water, maybe? What have you came for, dear reader? Conversation, perhaps? Thought?... » Continue Reading
Welcome one, welcome all, to another postess by your hostess with the mostess, Rachel May! Today, dear reader, yet again we have something very different! We will be discussing video games, and more particularly, a video game very important to me, Fallout 3. When it comes to video games, I mainly play more artsy stuff, or anime games, really Fallout 3 should theoretically be the opposite of the ki... » Continue Reading
Welcome, dear reader! Welcome to Rachel Mays Cavalcade of Small Desires, or as otherwise called flights of fancy in another world. You see; Ive been suffering from writers block. It sure may not be the happiest little ailment, but it in fact gave me an idea: how about, just for tonight, lets let the mask slip a little bit, shall we? After all life cant just be attitudes and platitudes, Im a pretty... » Continue Reading
a cracked record repeats and a cracked record repeats and a cracked record repeats and a cracked record repeats Death is but the end of life, and life is but a beginning to death. Neither are more or less important, but rather is just a concept that was created to explain the in between, something which we call existence. We as humans do everything we possibly can do to fill this existence, a void... » Continue Reading
The stage opens for endless opportunity, and will close when infinity is met Dear reader, today is a day i would not like to propose questions: but rather a thought. Of this grand play we call the world, of this beautifully told, disgusting, innocent, cruel, world we call our home. In the beginning of it all, this grand play began, in its infancy slowly, building to its most intense climax: humani... » Continue Reading