hey yall, I have tons of weird dreams, if these blurbs from bits and pieces interest you lmk and ill publish some of the really interesting ones I have (feel free to read as much or as little as you like of them) Dream 1: okay so im pretty sure it was just sleep paralysis but I had a view of my room. its usually pitch black in my room when I sleep cuz Im a sensitive sleeper but anyways, I was mid ... » Continue Reading
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- once was. Is. To be... "what now?" They said, to me. blurs of a state of mind what of it is truly mine? perception of that which stays ar » Continue Reading
My other highschool "best friend" we'll call "skull" and he/she is not only an Ex of mine (from middleschool bleh) but also Barbie's current partner. our relationship has always been kinda problematic but they honestly mean the world to me and I would consider them a "favorite person" of mine. so it makes this next blog a lot more sensitive for me to talk about. I used to always see skull as less ... » Continue Reading
Ever since graduating highschool ive kinda lost touch with my "best friends" My first friend who ill call "barbie" is a super cool dude who's always done their best to hype me up. they love poetry, something we have in common, and they're super into movies and all sorts of kinda mainstream content. I don't talk to them frequently and I see them even less frequently, despite the fact we live in the... » Continue Reading
today I spent time off my phone. swept, made my bed, folded my clean laundry, organized my desk, made food, organized my books, washed some dishes. It makes me happy when I keep up with my chores but it doesn't make me feel like any less of a bum for not doing school and barely working. I don't know why I struggle so much with getting myself out there but it sucks. im just lucky I have friends emp... » Continue Reading
TL;DR: (for chumps who cant read) short form content is meant to be distracting as opposed to educational for a reason, and social media companies want to limit the publics exposure to education to remain in power. read more books and better urself. If you couldn't tell already I'm a very leftist idealist. politics aside, my hopes and aspirations are to build a future where everyone has their basi... » Continue Reading