Hey Babes! How was your day?

today I spent time off my phone. swept, made my bed, folded my clean laundry, organized my desk, made food, organized my books, washed some dishes.

It makes me happy when I keep up with my chores but it doesn't make me feel like any less of a bum for not doing school and barely working. I don't know why I struggle so much with getting myself out there but it sucks. im just lucky I have friends empathetic enough to support my feelings even if they're ahead in life either living with roommates or going to uni.

I just want to be able to support myself but things seem really hard and complex, but at the very least im trying to understand them.

my hometown is so lame.

anyways one of my friends says she's planning on moving out to santa cruz and that I should totally be roomies with her. it makes me super excited and I really hope they mean it cuz im tired of people not following through with their word, I get enough of that with my mom. X_x

anyways im just trying to take it one day at a time.

how about you? how was your day? are you working towards your goals?