It quite literally did, and oh my god. It was so bad. I heard that it was completely destroyed. I was on a walk and my family were discussing it was on the news. I thought it wasn't real, but they tried so hard to convince me. We had gone there for quite a while when I was younger. Oh god, how could I not know? » Continue Reading
The Revolution is just about its waiting hour, it'll soon take affect. Mindless, Numbless, bodies of water in size. Yet no one else chose to see this so it's how it is, I choose to fight while I won't leave a mark but you can't blame me for choosing to go my own path. » Continue Reading
I have begun to learn a new language and dreaming has been helpful so far I have only achieved one dream but I plan on trying it again. » Continue Reading
Shifting to War? - Since it's a little relevant, I wanted to see how much things happen and what does. People often say the countries are going to have nuclear warfare yet if they do, it's highly likely going to be called a war crime, same as colonization. I don't see it as an immoral thing because I am only shifting » Continue Reading
There is no real fabric of the universe, once you understand how to move past it, it is a lot easier to shift, I haven't fully shifted yet majority of the time it is due to scripting (I have issues, and I am really on point with trying to get it perfect - as well as making other scripts.) » Continue Reading
Human error is the birth of self-perception. Your expression fades as your self-perception leers in. Why can't I manifest or shift? Your self-expression is flawed by acting as if you truly exist or that others do. The only self you can rely on is feeding into your subconscious, your learning and adapting style is directed to your subconscious. Feed into the ways you adapt your mind, such as if you... » Continue Reading
I often avoid sleep because I know I will wake up more sleepy and that keeps me going. If I don't feel sleepy I am still not able to concentrate. Only a perception of you exists in sleeping, and it is more important to not feel like you exist - you have no control but that's the good thing because if something goes wrong then you are only left as a perception. » Continue Reading
It was one of the worst times for me but I can't help but miss it. It's at least proof I was struggling but the anger I feel for not being able to live through hard times like my peers hurts. I want to be stronger and more experienced then them. It's not a "good" mindset but it keeps me going and keeps me living. I've actually wanted to go to a psyche ward despite me knowing damn ful » Continue Reading
I am usually okay with researching interests but when it is meant to be school-based I shut off my interests even when with friends, I will barely mention them. Some people have experienced this with having NPD or Autism. I know I have Autism, not sure about NPD/. I do think I might have something wrong with me, like hypermania but it doesn't feel worse enough yet. » Continue Reading
it has been a want for a few years h onestly I have wanted to start neo-paganism but I haven't yet, and It might take a while. I am not in the best financial situation and still live with my parents for the time being, I am getting old enough to the point a lot of my friends are trying to move out or want to. » Continue Reading
People like to make up false accusations that blackwashing only targets WHITE individuals, and it can because WHITE is often used as an acronym for European and it is more expanded upon rather then just USA, Australia, and America. Blackwashing came out to counter the little black representation but quickly spread to idealizing their race ove » Continue Reading