it has been a want for a few years

honestly I have wanted to start neo-paganism but I haven't yet, and It might take a while. I am not in the best financial situation and still live with my parents for the time being, I am getting old enough to the point a lot of my friends are trying to move out or want to.

My family is mainly relying on NDIS funding for me but that isn't possible yet, and it's not like they don't give me money but more rather if I get the money I find it hard to speak up about my interests and even my mother does not know much about my real interests.