I wanted to look into the Korean War but my mind stopped me

I am usually okay with researching interests but when it is meant to be school-based I shut off my interests even when with friends, I will barely mention them.

Some people have experienced this with having NPD or Autism. I know I have Autism, not sure about NPD/. I do think I might have something wrong with me, like hypermania but it doesn't feel worse enough yet.

A few weeks again, I made an assignment on Hypersomnias, an interest of mine despite being upset with myself for doing so as I had already thought I could have it and people questioning me is one of the least things I am ready for unless it was in a professional setting.

Its also upsetting that I have barely any motivation for my work or my interests despite being hyper fixated on them. I can keep interests but no interact with them.