jaymz <3

yesterday i was watching the metallica documentary 'a year and a half in the life of', and during the production of the sandman music video, i accidentally paused the video right at this frame, and spent five minutes straight admiring it. screenshotting it and putting it on my mtallica pinterest board wasnt enough. i needed to write about this bitch here.

because he looks a lot like an angel here. and thats how i see him sometimes. not like an angel, but like, so beautiful and pure. i know hes anything but pure lmao but anyway. he is so beautiful. not just pretty or hot. like, beautiful. on the inside. and i love this guy so much, you have no idea. and i dont love him only as an artist. i dont love only the way he looks. i dont love only how broke his humor is, or how smart he is. i love him, as a whole. even the flaws. the way he exists is so beautiful, and im so happy hes still alive. honestly, his deaths gonna be the saddest celebrity death ever, together with paul. i dont even want to think about when we lose james. thank god i cherish him and his art while he is still alive.