its just getting bad again. feeling alone all the time. its like everyone around me always chooses the people i make them friends with. like whats wrong with me? what do i keep doing wrong? why does this keep happening? why can nobody commit to me? why me? » Continue Reading
omg recently been obsessed with Back to Life by Zayn on the Icarus Falls album. The beat and vibe of it is so good and like the metaphor that the person you lovin is the only one who makes you want to live and rejuvenate yourself. Ugh lowkey Zayn make good longin for love anthems and like lovin on someone songs. If anyone knows any other artist that give off Zayn or newer Justin Bieber lmk. » Continue Reading
I wish i had never got on that fucking plane back home. the only person who has ever actually loved me i left for a stupid ass school. I keep getting myself into relationships just to ruin how they have thought of me before they really got to know me. I understand why im single but if the intentions in my heart are good why do they keep hurting people. If i stayed I would have had everything for m... » Continue Reading
Hey so next semester me and my friends are starting a podcast and i was wondering what others find interesting. Comment and lmk what we should talk about... for some info: we are 3 in college all live in dorms we are female we have lived with roommates but will no longer be we do not have the same majors » Continue Reading
In my area right now there is a huge film fest happening and it ends this week:( i went to my first screening during the fest today!! it was so much fun and i freaking love the movie theater!!! We watched 11 shorts and they were all so good??? The few that stuck out to me were these two talking about relationships with their families. One was about a dad struggling to accept the role of a dad and ... » Continue Reading
Hey I'm Kaylie. Im 19. A film student. I like to play valorant, lethal company, grounded, fortnite, minecraft, and more. I like to watch movies and lots of youtube videos. I also have a niche interest in lost media!! I scroll hella on tiktok and stalk my friends on discord when im bored. dm me!! » Continue Reading
UGH coachella is happening so i have had that on BUT lana del rey had the best set (other than tyler the creator) and i have had her music on REPEAT. some other people have been luke hemmings (has an album out soon) and Camila Cabello's new single I LUV IT ft playboi carti . those are THE ONLY PEOPLE i have been listening to since friday and i cannot stop. » Continue Reading
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE UNBLOCKED ME. i asked him to finish a competitive valorant game for me and i had to give him my log in so he HAD to unblock me :) that's how to do it !! » Continue Reading
sharing my mistakes so you don't make the same one: LEADING GUYS ON ugh im strangely good at this and i feel so bad about it. i kissed one guy i smoked with but i only did it because i was high. i didn't feel anything. Now i just hooked up with my current smoking buddy and i didn't hate it but i hope he doesn't think i want anything. at least not yet. like i mean i liked kissing him but other than... » Continue Reading
. Happy eclipse day everybody! omg i have never seen so many people in my life. At college in like the main plaza area, all the students and random people gathered to watch. it was kinda cool to see so much community!! » Continue Reading
So I just turned 19 !!! yay !!! omg so I went home from college on Thursday so i could spend maximum time at home! On Friday, it was a pretty chill day since everyone in my family had work but I got to spend time with my puppy Reggie. I also watched a movie called Miss Meadows with my mom and dad. ( i give it like a 2.7/5) On Saturday, my mom and I went to target and ulta! At target I got the Harr... » Continue Reading