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Category: Music
Just a pre-essay warning? Mentions of sa?? if it wasnt obvious and I AM FINE I AM OKAY I JUST LOVE MITSKI The first line: Happy came to visit me, he bought cookies on the way I poured him tea, and he told me, "It'll all be okay" It sets us up to tell h » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm a queer person of color, Having to constantly push and pull between the two will be a lifelong game of tug of war for me. By being gay in itself I am shut out of a specific category of my culture and by being born of Jamaican descent I am cut out of a subsection of queer culture. Queer people don't want to date the black one and black people don't want to date the gay one. (don't tell them I'm... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I want to be somebodies something. anybody's anything. Someone's younger sister who they love with their soul, older sister who they would follow into a fire. Daughter Son? Child who they cradle with compassion. Lover whose eyes transport them into another dimension. Someone's anything? I want to be the first person they think of when they wake and the last image in their eyes as they fall. I lov... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Is my suffering aesthetic to you? Do you find my flowery words pretty? As im obviously in pain do you think my hurt is artistic? Or should i hurt a bit more so it looks a bit better? HAVE I NOT CRIED ENOUGH FOR YOU YET? Do my questions make you sigh or do they make you cock your head in curiosity? Does my pain fit on your mood board? Am i relatable, or "So real" to you"? I HOPE I AM I HOPE MY SUFF... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
This is actually an old thing i did i just wanted to have it here bc why tf not. [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] Why can't i say your name it's [REDACTED]. All i need to do is scream [REDACTED], You were mine once i had you for a little while. Please. [REDACTED] I love the way you touch(ed) me, when we [laid] chest to chest and (you) [told] me that i [was] pretty, when i whi... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Ive realized i never properly introduced myself i just kind of rant on here? Maybe i will invest in doing that. Is it time for a....page revamp ?? :p i am actually a fairly silly gal i just have a wee mood disorder » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It is almost 10 pm on a "school night" and i just watched the second episode of IWTV season 2. I feel like the show speaks to my soul but nobody will let me talk about it. They joke and laugh and poke fun but i eat, sleep, breathe the characters. I romanticize them because i am a teenage girl but on a much deeper level i feel their pain. To live an eternity with the same people and never experienc... » Continue Reading
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
I know i saw the TV glow , It's been glowing for a while and Im watching through the cracks between my fingers as I cover my face. I cant let it glow yet, nobody will understand what I'm looking at. So I gently lay a sheet over the TV and left just a faint buzz for now. But its always there, it always will be. Hopefully some day I can turn it up and truly watch the TV glow. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
A lone cave mans concerto There are two cavernous, gaping fucking wholes in my head. With the fingers of our all mighty god lodged deep within them. He curls them up slowly and my eyes roll back, spine then chest arching up into » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
A PLACE TO PUT MY POETRY FINALLY HEHHEHHE Masochism- Love as an act of violence. I've never related to something more, Love as an act of violence toward the world, » Continue Reading
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