Aesthetic

Is my suffering aesthetic to you? Do you find my flowery words pretty? As im obviously in pain do you think my hurt is artistic? Or should i hurt a bit more so it looks a bit better?

HAVE I NOT CRIED ENOUGH FOR YOU YET?

Do my questions make you sigh or do they make you cock your head in curiosity? Does my pain fit on your mood board?

Am i relatable, or "So real" to you"?

I HOPE I AM I HOPE MY SUFFERING IS SEXY

Do the tear streaks turn you on? Am i exciting you? Do i fit in your sexual fantasy even though I cry a lot?

AM I YOUR PRETTY NERDY SAD GIRL?

Do i fit your stereotype? I have tried so hard to make sure i do...

Is my suffering aesthetic to you?