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touch
Category: Romance and Relationships
i wish distance didn't exist. it'd be so much easier. i wish i could be right next to him, holding his hand or kissing his cheek. any time he's upset i wish i could wipe away his tears, kiss him so much it heals every scar, even the internal ones. to have his lips against mine i feel would make all my problems disappear. just sitting next to each other with our knees touching, mutually talking and... » Continue Reading
oopsies
Category: Blogging
just realized like every blog i make is about him like okay its giving gaybo » Continue Reading
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toxicity (wow soad reference)
Category: Romance and Relationships
god i hate being in love. im so scared, not because i think he doesn't feel the same, i know he does, i just don't want to hurt him. i love so hard its scary, atleast to me is. when going a day without messaging is like the end of the world, like i'll die without getting a simple "hi" from him every 24 hours. i'm scared my love is how it used to be perceived, like how it was back then towards the... » Continue Reading
him yet again
Category: Romance and Relationships
hes so beautiful. i get why he’s so nice to me, why he compliments me to much or why he thinks im so good. 3 words slipping off my fingers and onto the screen. i’m so stupid. i read his blogs about me and i cry. he mentions me so much, talks about how he loves me. i dont know if he thinks i can’t tell, but i can. i know they’re about me, and i makes me want to sob my eyes out. i thought i was self... » Continue Reading
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ahem
Category: Romance and Relationships
“pretty” “gorgeous” SHUT UP AND KISS ME GAY BOY » Continue Reading
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bored in class
Category: Romance and Relationships
i took my test, did the work, and now im sitting here bored. talking to him is all i have going for me right now, but i dont really mind that much. he's fun to talk to i like hearing about whats happening and i love when out of everything he could be doing on his phone he’s decided to talk to me. he said its a visiting day? i wish i could visit. if only distance and hours didn’t exist. i’d like to... » Continue Reading
idek2
Category: Romance and Relationships
pain floods my chest as i say those three words for the last time. i never want to say them again with your name or face in my mind. you're gone for good, i force myself to let go of my grasp on you. you don't want to hear from me, so you never will again. it's sad it had to end this way, i wanted us to be friends. - river. ps; never fall in love with a straight guy dudes it's more painful than an... » Continue Reading
one last post before i nap
Category: Romance and Relationships
i never dream. if i do, its probably a nightmare, and extremely rare. my mind can never summon up the pictures or images that i feel are meant to be showcased to my hollow head. on the rare occasion i do dream, its mainly when i'm napping. i don't know why it happens, it just does. sometimes i'd dream about random people, but mainly unrealistic things. i mean i guess dreams are meant to be wild a... » Continue Reading
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coping?
Category: Blogging
this is strange. i've never really had a healthy out put for my emotions, but now writing these paragraph after paragraph has become comforting. usually i bottle up, encase my emotions and hide them away from the world. but here, i get to word my thoughts, organize them in a less-chaotic way than the buzzing swarms in my head. i mean journals have never worked out for me. i thought my ideas went ... » Continue Reading
a long ride
Category: Blogging
i know he thinks of me, does he know i think of him too? sitting on this bus watching the trees fly by. i silently wish, blowing the candles on my imaginary cake and tossing a coin down the well of my mind, for him to be sitting beside me. realizing how long he's truly been gone, and how long ago it was when i gave up on him. i deemed him broken. but in reality he was like a broken screen protecto... » Continue Reading
deja vu
Category: Romance and Relationships
its weird when somebody enters your future, when you thought they belonged in the past. its weird to look forward to texting the person you said you were "done with", the one that i "healed from." hearing a buzz on my phone or reposting a page to a new reply is something i now look forward to. just as how it used to be. entering my life yet again in a familiar fashion, causing a quesey feeling to ... » Continue Reading