one last post before i nap

i never dream. if i do, its probably a nightmare, and extremely rare. my mind can never summon up the pictures or images that i feel are meant to be showcased to my hollow head. 

on the rare occasion i do dream, its mainly when i'm napping. i don't know why it happens, it just does. sometimes i'd dream about random people, but mainly unrealistic things. i mean i guess dreams are meant to be wild and stupid?? that's what people say. 

right now i hope i dream about a certain boy. i know he'll read when he can, i like the fact that he cares. i hope my dream about him would be as unrealistic as the stupid childish hopes i have. even though all of this is kind of ironic for me to even be saying. a couple months ago i would've considered a dream about him a horrid nightmare. i was just misunderstood back then though, i'm glad my eyes have been opened to the sweet healed boy i talk to. just as it was before. 

imma nap now

- love, river<3

ps; homk shoo jomk shoo mimimimi shonk shoo honk shooo mimimimi