touch

i wish distance didn't exist. it'd be so much easier. i wish i could be right next to him, holding his hand or kissing his cheek. any time he's upset i wish i could wipe away his tears, kiss him so much it heals every scar, even the internal ones. to have his lips against mine i feel would make all my problems disappear. just sitting next to each other with our knees touching, mutually talking and laughing would be enough. 

my dream is to be lying in bed with him, arms lazily slung around each other and snoozing away. to hear his heartbeat bump and bang against his ribcage, to hear the mumbles and snores he makes as he sleeps. to just be there with him comfortably together, and wake up to his messy hair. to look into his pretty green eyes when i wake up and see him staring right back into mine.

- Love, River<3